Make me yours

Chapter 3

He is messing with my mind. Who the fuck is him? The confident way he said that I was supposed to know him made me curious and the fact that he knew that my grandmother passed away, which only happened like a month ago. He is well informed and I hate the fact that I am not. I always know more than the other person, that's my comfort zone, and it makes me crazy that right now I have a guy behind me who knows things about me.  Shit, I am not listening to anything, the year is not starting well.

My grandmother was a hell of a woman, she lived alone in a castle, literally a castle. She bought a castle from the medieval age and she renewed it. My grandfather died when they were young, my grandmother said he fell from the stairs and she doesn't talk about him. She ran every day and kept an athletic body even tho she was 75 or so. I am similar to her and when she showed me pictures of herself younger I almost couldn't believe it was her not me. We have the same name, my mum asked my father to put their last name instead of his. I am Livian Steve Adams, even tho my father's last name is Steve. All I wanted is to be like her, not only physically. She was the definition of girl power, a true feminist, and an amazing woman.

"Sweetheart," she used to say "The world is going to try to put you down as much as it cans. First, because you are a woman, and second because you are a powerful woman. So don't let them. Be kind to those who are kind to you, especially the gays and girls, and rude to those who don't treat you right, especially the boys. Oh, the boys, the only one you must care about and worry about is your brother and even him, don't take him too seriously. Be reciprocal and say what you think, be noisy and scary, be you, and don't let them change you." Her voice was kind but never weak, I try to keep the memory of that sound I really try but I am going to forget it sooner or later, I just wished I didn't. 

Fuck I miss her so much and her little speeches it's because of her that I am a feminist, it's all for her, and now she is gone. I have to stop thinking about her otherwise I am going to cry. I look back to Matheo Riddle and he was already looking at me.

 He has dark brown hair and a mysterious look. His curls fall to his head and his eyes shine, he is looking at me but his mind is somewhere else, just like me. Finally, he realizes I am looking and looks into my eyes. Shit, I have never felt a look who read me more deeply than his. It's not comfortable it feels like he knows my darkest secrets and my deepest thoughts and then just like that he smiles. Not a normal smile, it is almost maniac and it makes me more uncomfortable one more second and I will believe that he is some kind of wizard or a serial killer. Oh, I hope it is the first option. 

The class finishes, finally. 

"It seems like miss Adams is not the Ceo of paying attention to class". Margot's voice is kind, she is not judging just making a joke which I would enjoy if I weren't in this weird situation. I smile but I don't feel like it, not now. I look at the boy who is making me lose it. He is already at the door and looks back and our eyes meet, we stood there like 3 seconds and I couldn't move. WHAT THE FUCK WAS HAPPENING TO ME? Then he broke the heavy eye contact and left the room just like that. No way I am letting him run away like that so I followed him. I wanted to know what the fuck he knew about me and how. I wanted to know who he was. I wanted answers. However, even tho I was quick as fuck he had already disappear. How the fuck and why? Is he running from me? 

"Thinking about Mattheo?" Margot appears next to me. Her voice is calm,  she doesn't get what is happening and I don't know if I wanted her to, I don't think she would be much help so I try to keep it discreet when I open my mouth. 

"What do you know about him? Tell me everything." Not how I planned but words fly faster than thoughts arrive my brain. I don't sound like I am giving an order at least, I sound terrible curious and I think she thinks that I just find him hot, I can work with that. 

"Oh calm down little stalker" This just proves my point, she thinks I am starting to have a crush that is why I am so curious so I play it like that, I try, once again, to play it cool. Even if I am scared of that mysterious boy who knows more than me. She sees the desperation in me but again she doesn't read the real plot. "I will, but first I want you to meet someone." 

"Hi, I am Jason Castel." The boy that Margot just introduced to talks he is tall and handsome. His light brown hair seems to shine with the sunlight that reaches him and his lips form a very sweet smile. He seems innocent like a child with his brown small eyes shinning just a bit. 

"Hey, I am Liv," I say as smile at him. My voice doesn't sound normal because of the trainwreck that I am right now, all nervous and anxious but he doesn't seem to notice. 

"A rich girl for you to meet. " Margot smiles, according to her Jason is rich as fuck but Jason says nothing about that. I like how Margot makes all these jokes about our situation but I can't find them funny right now so I just fake a smile. 

We talk and Jason seems like a really good guy. He and Margot know each other since last year, they meet on the first day when a boy was screaming dirty shit at her and Jason helped her. Similar to how I and her met. They have been best friends ever since. 

"Miss Adams right here wants to know about Matheo," Margot says. Her voice is clearly mocking me but I do not care at all because as long as she keeps herself in the innocence that I have some kind of crush on Mattheo she won't be worried as much as I am now wondering how he knows so much. She is my anchor right now and her mocking and joking around are keeping me a little calmer. 

"Girl? Alright, you look too pretty to have good taste." He smiles. Although it seems like flirtation he didn't say it like that or at least it didn't sound like that. It sounded like a strange friendly compliment with a playful deception on it. 

I smiled because I don't know how to react and they started talking about him. According to them, he is the badest of the bad boys. He was super smart and they told me that super smart to the point that he wasn't paying attention to the class and when the teacher asked him about the subject he said everything included every detail and correctly sometimes even more than what the teacher had taught on the class and according to them it has happened more than one time. 

They told me that he had some friends only guys friends and he hates the fuck me boys and the bitch please girls. He didn't talk much but everybody shut the fuck up when he did. Jason said that he dresses well and has a lot of style and so did Margot. They said that he had never got any girlfriend but has already fucked some girls, not from this school, tho. 

Even tho he looks all bad and aggressive he isn't. They said that he is super strong I could tell just from looking at his arms, they are not too defined but still, you can see them.  But only uses his force when it is necessary, once, according to them he pushed a guy for not letting a girl alone though she asked him. I smiled after hearing that and they noticed it. 

"NO, GIRL" they both screamed. "Don't deceive yourself. He is not kind or good at anything he can't show any emotion" Margot warns. She sounds worried and I shiver, my head feeling too heavy at that moment. This boy knows things about me and all the things they have said only made me more worried. 

"Girl, I know him since we were little. We are neighbors. And that was the first time he showed some "good" on him. He did it because he was drunk and he fucked the girl right after, she consented but I believe he did it on purpose. You know playing the hero to get into her pants." I was starting to sweat from all that information entering my brain painfully. 

Damn it. I don't know what to think about him. All I know is that I don't need him in my life right now, but I believe he has already entered it and I can't do anything about it. 

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Hey guys,

Hope you enjoy this chapter. I finished it here but I am going to post the next one as soon as I can because it happens on the same day. 

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