"mattia calm down why are you panicking" kairi asks
"because" i say "because this is embarrassing oh my god"
"maybe if you would tell us we can help" alejandro says
i can trust them
i can tell them
"okay" i say taking a big breath "i'm in love with y/n"
"bro we been knew that"
"i know you can't believe i caught feelings- what the fuck what?" i say
"we knew you were in love with her" kairi says "you're more happy when she's around"
"and the way you look at her" alejandro says "it's very obvious"
"are you gonna tell her?" kairi asks
"i can't. she thinks of me as some kind of man whore" i tell them
"prove it to her that you're willing to stop that act just for her" alejandro suggests
"how do i do that" i say
"stop sleeping with other girls doofus" kairi says "and plus if it helps i really do believe y/n is into you as well"
y/n's pov
"i swear i was just over him" i tell ava "how the fuck did this happen"
"i think it's cute"
"i don't know what to do. how the fuck did i end up being back in love with him" i say "omg he's totally gonna clown on me for this"
"are you gonna tell him" she asks me
"i think so" i say "and after that i'll just walk away"
"but what if he feels the same" ava asks
"that's a big if" i say "i gotta do it today. it's been in me for a month now"
"that's what she said" ava says
i stop my tracks
"you've been around alejandro too much" i say "but help me find him"
we split up looking for mattia for a while now. damn it this school is big. i meet ava back where we started
"did you find him" i ask her
"nope but i heard a boy say that soccer practice was today" she tells me "maybe he's at the field"
we run to the soccer field and see the team doing warm ups. we get into the field and walk up to the boys
"oh hey i didn't know you were coming" mattia says "i uh was wondering if i can talk to you after practice"
"yea sure but i gotta tell you something first" i say
"okay" he nods
"okay" i say
we wait on the bleachers til practice is over and as every minute past my heart beats fast.
"damn it practice is over" i say "my heart is in my ass right now"
"you got this" ava says "don't forget to walk away"
i laugh
we meet the boys down on the field
"what's happening?" alejandro and kairi asks ava
"let's go see on the bleachers" she tells them
"um so" mattia says
"sorry. this is my first time expressing how i feel to a boy" i say "and i never thought this day would happen because i kept on denying it because i felt you weren't feeling the same way"
"y/n wait" he says
"no i can't wait anymore it's been eating me up for a month and i really gotta get it out" i tell him "i'm in love you"
"okay i'm in love with you mattia and i didn't wanna say it any time soon because i never felt this way and i grew up with you and i was worried you weren't gonna feel the same way and i don't know if i can trust you yet because of your history with girls" i tell him
i turn around and start to walk away
"i love you too" he says
i stop my tracks and turn around as he walks up to me
"you're the only girl we can make me laugh without even talking" he states "you're the only girl who knows me inside and out. you're the only girl who puts up with me and i'm not a big romantic guy i never had a real relationship before
but i'm willing to change that for you. we don't even have to start dating right away. until you feel like i'm trustworthy and can keep it in my pants then we can go from there but y/n you drive me crazy and i hate it. i hate how you're the only girl who doesn't need to do anything to catch my attention because my attention is always on you"
he walks closer to me
"i hate that you made someone like me feel this way"
"ew you're cheesy" i say laughing "i didn't expect that whole speech"
he laughs and looks away
"we're meant for each other" he says "i know it."
he pulls me in for a kiss and i obviously kiss back
"mhm is that mango i taste" he asks
i laugh and nod
"guess that's my new favorite taste" he says leaning in for another kiss
i jump as he spins us around
ava's pov
"i told her that sentence was gonna bite her in the ass" i say smiling
"what sentence"
"shut up and look at them" i say "they're happy!!"
y/n's pov
"i told you i make you nervous" he says
i giggle "yes, yes you do"
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my bestfriend's brother .
Fanfictionover the years y/n and mattia grows hatred for each other. all they can do is argue until mattia realizes he doesn't actually hate y/n y/n's bestfriend realizes it to but doesn't want y/n involved with mattia like that because of his history with gi...
