𝒓𝒉𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒎 ➙ 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒘𝒏 𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒔

fourteen

natalie atkins
6:56PM
los angeles, california

i had gotten home from my lunch date with shawn about an hour ago and it was great.

i'm sure it wasn't a date we were just spending some more time with each other and get to know each other since we're going to spending a lot of time together.

we talked and got to know each other more, he's a really interesting person, it had to be cut short once again, because andrew called him over to do some stuff and well now i was just in my room, humming my little heart out to some old songs that i used to spend a lot of time listening to with my mother.

the dates of my tour and my album release were approaching and i couldn't be more nervous, is this normal? shawn already said that he will be doing an album release party for me, whatever that means.

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my parents had arrived home just a while ago, and well mom's now making dinner, ally is eating with us but then her dad is coming to pick her up, because she has college again tomorrow.

me and ally were in my room, watching a show on netflix, we were catching up with our favorite show: sister, sister. well, ally was watching - i was humming to a beat that was stuck in my head.

"hey did you hear that camila is already seeing someone, i mean she was with shawn for two years how can she move on from him so soon?" ally asks as we both stare at the screen, "it's insane."

i shake my head. "no? who's she seeing?"

she shrugs, "i for once, have no idea."

i gasp playfully, "no way, shawn's number one fan, the one that runs the most popular shawn updates twitter page, doesn't know who his ex's new person is , wow i'm shocked, truly."

ally laughs and punches me playfully, "yeah yeah, laugh all you want i'll find out soon, just you wait."

"when's your album coming out?" she asks, pausing the show and looking over to me.

i shrug, "i've only just finished it like three months ago and tour is about to start so definitely before then but not to sure on the exact date, i think juliana said something about just before the end of summer?" i tell her and she nod her head,

"i can't wait to hear it, i still can't believe you've not let me hear it yet." she pouts, i smile softly.

"yes you have, you've heard me record some songs."

"yeah but only the last portion, and not even the whole way through!"

"it will be coming out soon i promise you'll get the first listen!" i exasperate, as much as i wanted her to hear it i also wanted it to be a surprise.

"i can't wait to hear shawn's new album too, i'm so sure it's going to be so good, i mean a lot has happened to him yano with the whole problematic break up with camila and what not, i'm certain it's going to be a good album." she says,