a story about how a fake - turned real - love affair between one very famous singer and one up and coming singer becomes a whirlwind of drama, distractions and difficulties, will they manage to escape unscathed?
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natalie atkins 8:26AM los angeles, california.
today was the day that we were filming the music video for senorita, i didn't really feel like it after yesterday's events, but the show must go on.
after i found out that shawn was talking to someone it kind of felt like my world and we crumbling, i mean i didn't think it would affect me like it did but i liked him, i think.
it just felt awful, i went back home a couple minutes later because shawn had to record the song and i didn't really want to be there to hear him sing about another girl.
it's not like he liked you too, clearly. you're just overreacting.
sometimes i wish i could shut my brain off, ally was actually coming with me today, she did all her projects ahead of time so she could come, and thank god for that because i definitely need the moral support, i also miss her i feel like i haven't seen her in ages.
but i can't tell her about what shawn said otherwise i know she will not let it die, she will do everything in her power to make whatever we are happen, i know her too well.
my phone buzzes as i was finishing getting ready, "hello?" i say, picking it up without even seeing who it is.
"hey nat?" shawn, my body impulsively stiffens up, i really didn't want to speak to him, i wasn't in the mood for it, what if he brings up the girl he clearly likes so much?
"what's up? i'm kinda running on short time." i say attempting to sound like i was in a rush, i just wanted to get rid of him, to be honest.
"oh uhm, i just wanted to know if you wanted a ride to the set." he mumbles, his voice getting lower and lower with each word.
"uhm, no it's alright, drew is coming to pick me up and get ally on the way."
"oh, alright. is everything ok?" he asks, no.
"yeah, everything is totally fine, i'll see you on set, ok? bye" i hang the phone up, not giving him a chance to say anything else and continue getting ready, today is going to be awful.
i can already feel it.
shawn mendes 8:32AM los angeles, california.
i was on my way to the set, and the only thing racking on my head was the call i just had with natalie, i mean, she sounded off, i wonder if she's ok.
was it because of yesterday? did i do something wrong? maybe she caught on that the song was about her and got scared? i knew i shouldn't have said yes to letting her help me with the song, now i've fucked it up, great.
it's not like you had a chance with her to begin with anyways, why would she fall for you?
all of a sudden, her song came on the radio, i raise the volume up, listening to her voice, she sounds so angelic, it's like with every note she hits she unlocks a different part of her voice, insane. her vocal range was truly one to envy.
