for a moment,
i could see ahead of time.
i could see your shattered soul,
alone, helpless, cold,
lifeless.
flowing in the water,
wondering and asking repeatedly;
"why?"
for a moment,
i could see ahead of time.
i could see my wrist full of blood,
my breathing unstable,
my vision blurry,
my hand shaking,
my soul dying.
i regretted it.
i finally got relief but ended up sacrificing
others' peace for the sake of my relief.
for the sake of my cowardly soul.
because i was too scared.
it was too late to take it back.
to go back in time.
