isn't it sad how sometimes,
we receive so much pain
one bad thing after another, and it just-
adds up and makes us act
and do things we will definitely regret.
and sometimes we can't take them back,
because they are permanent.
isn't it funny how we let people toy around with us?
like numb puppets.
we don't hold back-
isn't it ironic how we allow things happen to us, not because we are dumb,
but because we never lose that bit of hope inside of us.
"they will understand that, that hurts me"
"they will understand that it's not fun anymore"
"they will see the signs i give"
they will..they will..
but sometimes they don't.
and the amount of disappointment that comes is...
double times more intense.
so we act foolishly..
most of us don't know how to wash it away.
we don't know how to come to terms with it,
but we also don't know how to ask for help,
we helplessly ask for help silently-
hoping that they notice.
but we don't get that it doesn't always work out.
so we drown even more.
and some...
just can't take it.
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this goes out to all the people out there, who just feel like they can't take it anymore.
as i said in my poem, we just pile everything up but trust me, it's okay and IT IS worth it to try to ask for help and if you don't receive that help,
that's why there are so many people creating art in any way, shape or form. whether it's poetry, artwork, music or anything else.
just note, even if you feel alone in your life, there are more people feeling like you out there.
so please reach out.
know you're loved.
a.v
