listening to "billie eilish - listen before i go", driving back home.
i was out with some friends, and was now returning back home, it was about 9:55 p.m.
we were driving on one of my favorite roads, why?
simple reason, whenever we pass that one road..
there's always a nice view, whether it's golden hour and the sun is shining bright,
whether it's night and the stars are shining as well.
and that's what i saw this time. the sky was dark blue, the stars were so bright and so beautiful,
i could also see the city lights and the sea really hardly because of how dark it was.
it was fun to compare the stars to the one or two airplanes up there.
the song combined made me feel so bittersweet.
the whole view i had infront of me just gave me such a nice and mysterious vibe,
on the other hand the song made me feel melancholic and kind of want to let what had been bothering me go.
just let it wither away, and just.. let it go.
i thought i'd dedicate this chapter to that memory that stayed in my head, i was there, my jaw dropped as i saw it, because it's something i don't feel very often.
at that moment i really wished i was there without the car preventing me, and simply watch it, silently but yet so loudly fighting mentally so i could finally stare at it in peace.
i hope some day i actually witness something so beautiful but actually get the chance to stare at it for a long, long time.
like a piece of art,
like a nice painting,
like a starry night~
-a.v.
