you've felt so haunted
you know it's not you
he won't leave you alone
he won't stop whispering in your ears
such ugly thoughts
until he makes you snap
until he makes you scream, shout
until he makes you lose control
until he makes you surrender
but, you won't surrender
you just wouldn't give up
you waited for him again,
you waited for right time
when he came
you faced him confidently,
eye-contact,
you were ready for this fight
he leaped forward,
throwing you down on the ground as you helplessly tried to push him off of you
he was too strong,
he wrapped his hands around your neck
recklessly gripping it as he bruised it-
now, he got up
he showed mercy
you had enough you said to yourself
you tried with force to get up but you fell down
you realised all of your scars
you kept on trying to get up but you just couldn't
bruises on your knees started forming
you realised you couldn't on keep trying
you realised that the more you kept on trying the more you'd hurt
so..
you got on your bruised knees and you said
"i give up."
a.v
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sometimes i feel like we should accept defeat as an answer because we keep on trying to change things that are just inevitable. don't stress yourself out too much and give yourself time.
