do you ever feel extremely sad?
like you're not you?
like you're a stranger to yourself.
and it feels so awful.
it's something you can't control,
your brain takes over you
and makes your vision so foggy.
you feel so vulnerable, and you hate it
the tension is so powerful, you can't stop
you sit down, and wonder what's wrong
you wonder, why that dear person to you..
why they left you so easily.
how could they leave you so easily.
you feel like you're not enough
"i'm never enough."
you despise it. you search ways to change
but you can't find any.
your brain is so tired,
and so are you.
but you don't realise..
baby, don't worry-
you need time. i'll wait for you.
i'll make it right, i'll turn your hurt
and your demons, into beautiful
and colorful flowers.
and, until those flowers mature,
we can water them together,
until we can look at them
and just smile widely.
i'll wait, my dear.
i'll wait.
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dedicated to one of my favorite people on earth, my rainberry.
i'm sorry for not being here for you always, but i'll do my best to support you.
i'll be here for you, i'll do my best. i promise.
please, take your time.
i love you the way you are okay?
it will get better.
a.v
