Saving Jah's Heart (That Zaddy Collection book #4)

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Jah

I watched Kay pull babygirl hair behind her ear and smile down at her. I had took Chocolate to the back to take care of her business and we just came back. I smiled when Kay leaned forward to kiss her forehead, seeing them together made me think. Kalima, who had no typa experience in being a parent, feeling the affection of one.....was giving my daughter that love a real mother would.

She pulled the blanket over babygirl and Chocolate hopped on the bed laying next to my daughter. Kay walked over to me and I turned on the nightlight and cheked the camera over the door. I wrapped my arm around Kay shoulders and logged in the system in baby girl's room. Both her and Chocolate came in view, peacefully sleeping.

"You ok......?" I looked down at Kay and pulled her hair behind her ear.

"Yeah, baby....." I kissed her temple.

Watching Kay tonight, made me fall more in love with her. Watching her find out that Brenton was in fact her dad, to the acceptance between the both of them. Kay didn't hold no anger or grudge to him, she became the bigger person in the situation and accepted what was.

Kay helped Zee pull out from the bullshit with his ex and Kay didn't even have to try hard. I loved everything  about that from Kay. Despite her going through her own personal bullshit, she picked up the pieces and kept it moving. Not letting it break her completely, like Norton wrote in his article......

My queen a real boss.....

We walked in the room and Kay picked up the clothes on the floor and started straightening things around. I sat on the bed watching her, it's like 2 am and Kay wanna clean up.....

One thing I found cute about her, was that Kay got some serious OCD......it could be dead at night and we getting ready for bed, Kay cleaning.

High or not......

"Bae....we could do that later, come to bed....." We had to be up in a couple hours to take babygirl to school and head back to the store for more rehearsals.

"Hold on bae, I'm coming...." She straightened up the dresser, lining up her comb and brush. She picked up the basket of dirty clothes and moved them by the door to wash. Kay then started picking up small pieces of paper off the ground and that's where I had to stop her.

"Bae, Bae, bae....that can wait. Chill....." I took her arm and pulled her to sit next to me.

"You know I can't stand a mess, baby......" I looked at Kay carefully, her eyes shifted around the room, like she was looking for a mess.

"I know......" I whispered. I took her hands in mines, my finger stroking over her engagement ring. I looked at Kay curiously.

"You got an OCD.....?" It was no denying the fact, she gave me a confused look.

"What you mean.....?"

"Not that I don't mind the cleanliness, sometimes it just goes overboard.....a lil....." I really don't mind it, I just wanna understand it.

"I'm sorry, I'll try to pull back." Kay got up and pulled her dress off. My eyes took in her full curvy body, I shook my head away from the distraction. I know what Kay doing, she avoiding the topic.

"I don't want you to change who you are, baby. You like cleanliness, ain't nothing wrong with that. I just want you to understand that it isn't necessary, everyday....." Kay let a deep sigh go. She crossed her arms and turned to look at me.

"To me, things gotta be done right. There's always an order for thing-" She stopped.

What.....?