Saving Jah's Heart (That Zaddy Collection book #4)

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You have been warned.....

Kay

"You ok, diva.....?" I looked up. I sat in the room, staring into space.

I was arrested.....

The dissapointment sat heavy on my chest. I not only embarrassed Lucian and his guests, but Jahi and myself......

"Yeah.....I guess I'm still tryna get situated in my mind." I ain't neva been arrested. A bitch could be hard all they want to....but when you sitting behind them bars for the very first time.....

You become a scared lil bitch.....

And I was.

I was by myself and I ain't had nothing but time to think about my actions. I let Summer take me there, but it was too late.....

I already did what I did, outta anger and hate. I left Lickin Bites and tried to block it out, pretended like it was another day. Like I always do, I mastered that shit, til I couldn't feel nothing that Brittany always said to me.

But Summer took me to that day with Brittany. I didn't know what to do, I was frustrated as fuck, so I left, like I did with Brittany. I rather had been homeless and hungry, than to deal with the bullshit. That was the same level Summer brought me to, where I wanted to cause her, what I wanted to cause Brittany.....

It took me a while to pull the act of the chill ass chick, but sometimes that anger creeps up. Summer fucked up a vibe that took me so long to build. That's why I needed weed, help me keep myself in check. But I probably fucked it up for Jahi and Lucian.

"Oh diva.....that spawn of satan is nothing but dirty, disrespectful trash......" Monty sat next to Charles, sipping on his tea.

"Yeah.....but I shoulda handled that shit better." And I should have, I shouldn't have let that plastic bitch take me there.

"Shoulda, woulda, coulda....fuck her. She look like she always needed her ass beat, anyways." Nike rolled her eyes. She looked down at her phone, I needa keep my mind away from Summer Collins.

"We heard bout Mel's night, you and Chase been heavy." I looked at Nike.

"Yeah.....we feeling each other. Sex is fuckin amazing....." She shrugged with a smile and wink.

"I'm sure it is....y'all both be cheesin so hard the next day.....stop....." Charles giggled, mimicking Nike.

"Shut up....." Nike tsked. She was quiet for a minute and looked at us, particularly me and Mel."I told him....."

"Nike!" I gasped. I looked behind her for Chase and his brother. Jahi and Lucian had left with Jay and DeeDee, to wherever they seem to go every weekend.

"Me too... " Mel said quietly, both Charles and Monty silently looked at her. Now I was shocked about Mel. Of the three of us, she was the most quiet and the last to jump in a fight. That's okay, we all look out for each other, no matter what.

"I like Chase. I really do......" Nike said and Mel nodded.

"I like Lucian a lot, too." Charles and Monty looked at us silently. I shouldn't be feeling a typa way, we all grown and if they both felt comfortable telling them.....then who am I to stop my best friends from being happy.....?

"You know I like Jah, too.....but I don't want that shit changing how he look at me...." I said looking at my friends.

"If I may.....Jahi don't look like he gives a damn about you being homeless or the bullshit with Brittany and Germain. You doing something way more than his actual wife did and it's only been what.....? Barely a month.....?" Charles peered at me.