Saving Jah's Heart (That Zaddy Collection book #4)

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Jah

"Thanks....." I signed the courier's clipboard and handed it back to him. I shut the door, looking at the envelopes.

"Ooh.....is that your pictures?" I looked at my sister waddling up to me. She was due next month, but my nephew could come any day.

"Yeah....." I handed her Nixon's pictures.

I looked behind her to see Kay walking towards us as well. Everytime I see her, I feel some typa way. In the good sense. Her beautiful smile, the way she always pushed the bullshit aside and focuses on DeeDee and gives me that attention I be craving for.

My mind crossed to that day Summer came to the condo and how she took Kay to that point. Again.....I now understood that Kalima got a nasty ass temper. It was only when she was pushed, in which Summer know how to fuck with somebody good. Kay may think the last situation was gonna be a problem for my custody hearing next month, but.....it wasn't.

I had shit under control......

What does bother me though......was how after we had sex......Kay pretended like the bullshit with Summer ain't happen. Nike was still a lil upset......but Kay acted like the shit ain't faze her. Monty told me that was Kay, she rather forget her problems and that gets me worried.....

Cuz shit builds......

"I know Kay told you that they'd been homeless and the shit she went through with Brittany." Monty leaned on his knees, looking at me.

I nodded my head, he leaned back to Charles, who had just came in from work. I left Kay sleeping in bed and ran into them, in the kitchen. Chase had just took Nike upstairs and Carmel was talking quietly with Lucian.

"Yeah.....but why I got the feeling it's more than what she just told me? That it's more than just her mom?" I just had that gut feeling, that it was more than what it is. That there was more behind that temper she got.

Kay can get REAL hot and violent when she pissed off, the last two times with Summer was straight proof. The crazy thing is, Kay keeps herself in check when DeeDee around or any other situations, it was just......Summer. Monty nodded his head and I looked at Charles, who gave me a bitter smile.

He knew too......

"One thing you should remember, NEVER call those women their 'moms'." I quietly nodded my head again.

"Kay was always more of the loving and nurturing big sister. She didn't sleep when they were homeless, always watching out for them when they were sleeping."

"She told me that she would sleep...." I said confused.

"She told you that.....?" I nodded. Monty shook his head bitterly.

"Kay slept in school. I dunno how she passed her classes, but school was where she got her rest. At least she knew Mel and Nike were somewhat safe there and she could get whatever sleep she could. Kay always made sure they are their fill, with school lunches and would always found a way to make sure they had something to eat after school......even if she didn't....." I saw a tear fall from Monty's eye and Charles consoled him.

That shit got me feeling some typa way for her. Young as she was, she didn't needa be making those typa choices.

None of them.....