Growing up Again

Chapter 11

Ahsoka could feel her face was bright red once the kiss was broken.

She quickly let go of him, unwrapping her arms from around his neck and taking a step back.

"I-" She began to say before Nyx cut her off.

"-Don't ruin it.." 

"You were already going to do that." Ahsoka said as she crossed her arms with a huff.

"How so?" Nyx said, letting out a small chuckle to her actions.

"By ditching me on the nearest planet and leaving." Ahsoka told him in a stern voice.

"Well- I-" Nyx let out a small sigh.

Walking closer to Ahsoka again, he slowly wrapped his arms around her.

Ahsoka in turn lightly shoved him away.

"I don't understand you.." Ahsoka said in a quiet tone.

"One minute you act like you care and the next-"

"I'm running." Nyx finished for her.

"Yeah... running.." Ahsoka said to him as her gaze dropped to the floor.

"What would you expect of me to do? You never tell me anything! I only just found out you were a Sith!" 

"Why do you think I never told you!" Ahsoka raised her voice slightly.

"You don't trust me! I get it!" Nyx said with a sarcastic laugh.

Ahsoka rolled her eyes with a loud scoff.

"Well you haven't exactly given me a reason to trust you."

Nyx's eyes widened. 

"Listen I did what I thought was best. If you are a Sith-"

"Maybe it is best to lock me away.." Ahsoka said in a quiet tone.

It would probably be best, she told herself...

If she tried she would probably be able to disappear again..

Maybe she could go back home to Shili..

But Nyx-

These feelings..

"Let him go..."

"I haven't even had the chance to try..."

"Let. Him. Go.."

Ahsoka let out a small shaky sigh as she looked back up at him.

Her mouth opened as she tried to form words, but none came out...

And she quickly rushed out the door of the cockpit..

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Anakin could sense something was off...

He just could...

Ever since Ahsoka had left the order, the bond in the force he had made with her had been cut off. Never to be opened again.