What just happened? (Completed)

Chapter 5. I'm such a mess.

*2 weeks later*

Kaia's POV 

It's a Thursday afternoon and I was in my room, normally watching a movie. 

Next Monday I'll be going back to school. My right leg hasn't been hurting as much which is progress, but I still can't move it. 

Sometimes I'm afraid I'm not feeling anything at all in my right leg. 

"WE CAN'T HAVE HER HERE IF SHE'S NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING WITH HER LIFE!" I heard my mom yelling, making me stop the movie immediately. 

Is she referring about me? 

"Mom she's in a fucking wheelchair. She almost fucking died and you are saying she can't do anything right now? Well obviously. Put yourself into her shoes for once!" I heard Aiden saying back to her. He was more calm but obviously trying to defend me. 

So they are talking about me... 

"SHE HAS NEVER BEEN ABLE TO DO ANYTHING FOR HERSELF. EVEN BEFORE THIS ALL HAPPENED, SHE COULDN'T DO ANYTHING! SHE'S USELESS!" 

"What is going on in here?" I heard my dad entering the conversation. 

If they all knew that I was hearing everything. 

Maybe my mom knows that I can hear everything and that's the point she wants to make. If I could go down the stairs and tell them that I'm indeed hearing everything, I would. But clearly I can't. 

"I'M FUCKING TIRED. THAT'S WHAT'S HAPPENING. THE ONLY HOPE WE HAD IN OUR FAMILY IS NOW BEING BRAINWASHED BY THAT DISGRACE!" 

Did she just called me a disgrace? 

Wow... she really does hate me. 

And she said that I brainwashed my own brother. 

Tears wanted to spill down my face as I was listening to all of this. 

"Okay, Ashely, you need to calm down. She could be listening right now." My dad said. Thank you dad. 

"OH YOU TOO? YOU ARE ON HER SIDE?!" 

"There are no sides here Ashley. What has gotten into you? She's your daughter." 

"ONE THAT I NEVER WANTED FOR THIS FAMILY! IF I COULD OF YOU KNOW I WOULD'VE OF ABORTED HER!" 

Wait, what is she talking about? 

"Ashley, not now-" 

"Mom what the hell are you talking about?" Aiden asks. 

"Ashley, I suggest you go out and take some air." My dad said as I heard the door opening. 

She wanted to abort me? 

Why? 

"ALL I WANT TO SAY IS THAT I NEVER WANTED HER! SHE CAN DIE FOR ALL I CARE!" 

Well I almost did, thank you. 

I close my door as I heard someone coming upstairs after the door was shut behind my mom's yelling. 

I didn't noticed that tears were streaming down my face until one drop touched my hand. 

I look down at my legs and and my right one to be exact. Where the shark bit me. 

Wishing that Louis wouldn't of never saved me. 

I should've of died there. 

There was a nock on the door "Kaia, I'm coming in." When he tried, he noticed that I've actually locked it. "Kaia! Let me come inside please." 

I shook my head although he couldn't see me. 

I was now speechless as everything my mom said was processing into my brain. 

"Kaia please, please don't do this." 

"J-just go Aiden. I wanna be alone." I said as my voice cracked from my tears. 

"Don't listen to a word mom said. She didn't mean it." But she did. 

I didn't said anything and I heard him sigh. 

"I'll be right here if you need me..." His footsteps went further away from the door until I couldn't hear them anymore. 

I took my phone out and looked for Louis' contact on messages so I could text him. 

The last text we sent each other was last night. He hans't talked to me today which is okay, I understand that he must be busy doing his own stuff. 

Why did you have to save me? 

I wasn't thinking when I sent him that. I didn't really wanted to sent it to him but when I did it was too late to go back. 

I'm just feeling so sad right now, I hate this feeling. 

But now I can't even go surf so I have to come face to face with this. For the first time. 

I hate it. 

Because you are a beautiful girl and I just couldn't see you die without trying to do anything. 

He answered almost immediately. 

This is not helping, you have to ignore me Louis! 

Maybe it was my time, maybe I had to die that day. Why would you stop it? 

I couldn't help myself. 

He replied. 

Are you okay Kaia? This is not like you. 

I wished you've never saved me that day. 

Well I'm glad I did because then I would've of never met you. 

And that's exactly why you shouldn't have done it. I have a pretty messy life. 

Kaia, really, are you okay? 

I left him on seen, because I really shouldn't answer him now. All I can see in my eyes are fear, anger and loneliness. 

All represented by my tears. 

I turned off my phone and decided to put on my headphones and began to hear music. 

Sad music, so maybe I don't feel alone. 

I don't deserve Louis. I don't deserve Aiden. 

Or anyone at all. 

I'm such a mess.