What just happened? (Completed)

Chapter 16. I love you.

*One month later*

Louis' POV 

It's been a month since I've last heard of Kaia. I still text her everyday, just to let her know that I'm still here. 

I don't know, I feel like maybe I just can't let her go, when I know that something is not right in her house. 

Hopefully if something bad happened, Aiden would tell me. 

Right? 

All I know is that I miss her, I really do. I miss talking to her, and just the little moments I used to have with her. 

My mom is getting better and the doctor is very happy with the process, although I can tell that chemo is getting more and more tiring. 

Hopefully she is strong enough to get through this, I know she is. 

I believe she is. 

Kaia's POV 

It's been one month since I've been at my aunt's house. 

I know that Louis has been texting me everyday and I hadn't told him that I'm here, I didn't even said goodbye. 

After that day, when my dad said that I should move to my aunt's house, that's what we did. 

The best thing about being here, is that no one cares about me at all. 

It's like I'm invincible. 

Which I guess it's why I've been cutting myself more the past few days. 

Aiden calls me everyday before going to sleep and they visit me on the weekend. He hasn't told Louis either because I told him that I told Louis. 

But I didn't, I don't see why I have to. 

From what Niall told me that one time, I have to get out of Louis' life, even if that means ignoring his texts. 

If I'm honest with you, I don't see the point in been alive anymore. 

I don't have any friends here, I'm not with my family, my mom hates me, the only person that cared for me I was hurting him. 

Maybe it's better if I'm not around at all anymore. 

The only person I'm worried about is Aiden. I know he cares about me but I also know that he probably might be better without me in his life as well. Something less to worry about. 

I've also been thinking of Finn. How happy I would be to see him again and maybe that way I know that he won't be alone anymore. 

"I'm going for work, there is food on the fridge!" I heard my aunt, Kelly say. 

"Okay!" I yelled back so she could hear me. 

I'm I really going to do this? 

Maybe this is the perfect time, no one will notice. 

Deciding that this is what's best for everyone, I sat on my desk and decided to write letters to the three boys that I know I have so much to say to them and that they need to hear in order to move on from me. 

Putting my headphones on and deciding to hear Ed Sheeran, I took papers and a pen and began to write down all of my feelings into this letters. 

Dear Dad, 

I'm sorry it had to come to this. I know that you tried your very best to give me my best chance, to have a normal life, but I wasn't meant to be in it. I wasn't meant to be in this world and it is clear now more than ever.