The God of Mischief and his Goddess

Chapter nine

A long silence filled the room. How could he remember something that I can't remember myself?  This can't be real. Or is this the solution to my forgotten memories about my name? After a while in shock not possible to say something I tried to speak again not able to watch him in the eyes.
"But I-I can't remember anything like this, I didn't remember that we meet each other before. This can't be real." Loki sigh and replied to me instantly. "I'm a hundred percent sure that this is real. I don't know much about it. But I felt this special bond between us as you watch me deeply in the eyes. You said something to me that I replied to but I couldn't tell what this was. The next thing that happened was you kneeling in front of me crying your heart out and saying something. -I'm so sorry. I don't want to do it. But otherwise, they will kill miracle.- and that's all I remembered. I don't know what you meant with -miracle-." Loki sits in front of me on my bed. "Do you believe me?"

I looked him into his eyes as mine start filling with tears. "I believe you. I know you would never lie to me. I can feel that you're telling the truth. That this is a horrific memory."  I started to cry hard as I hold his hands in mine. My whole body was shaken by the thought that I have lost memories of my past. About Loki. "I am so sorry. I can not remember what happened in the past. I can not tell you what  -a miracle- means. But I will do everything to bring you back to your memories. Unless you want to." Loki pulled me in for a hug. And slightly stroked my back. "I want to remember everything. Not only for me. We are doing this for us."

"We can start in a few days. You need to rest now." Loki softly demands after me arguing that we should start right now. "Ok. We don't need to start now. But tomorrow after breakfast. We could ask Thor if he knew something about that miracle thing." I replied beaten by his arguments. He nodded laying down and pulling me with him. "But there is one question left. When you can't remember all of this. Who erased your memories?" He was right. No one except me could do something like this. Was it me who done this to myself in the past? But why? The thought running thru my head when I finally fall to sleep.

I felt safe around Loki. Even in his sleep, he protected me and never let go of me. He looks so perfect laying there in total peace. His beautiful black hair, his smooth and pale skin... and his emerald green eyes. I jumped a bit as I felt caught staring at him. "You like what you see?" He asked jokingly. I blushed and replied softly "I love what I see." I kissed him softly and tried to stand up. Loki pulled me back towards him. "You're not gonna leave like this. Aren't you?" He chuckled as he pulled me closer for a passionate kiss.