let me down slowly

veintisiete.

jisung

Bakışlarımı dalgaları karaya hırçınca vuran denize çevirdim. Kulaklarım aşina olduğu melodi ile dolup taşarken cebimdeki paketi parmaklarım arasına aldım.

'i'm findin' ways to articulate the feeling i'm goin' through.
i just can't say i don't love you.
'cause i love you, yeah.
it's hard for me to communicate the thoughts that i hold.
but tonight i'm gon' let you know,
let me tell the truth.
baby, let me tell the truth, yeah.'

Saatlerdir ciğerlerime dolmayan dumanı içime çektiğim an damarlarımda dolaşan kanın hızı artmıştı.

'you know what I'm thinkin', see it in your eyes.
you hate that you want me, hate it when you cry.
you're scared to be lonely, 'specially in the night.
i'm scared that i'll miss you, happens every time.
i don't want this feelin', i can't afford love.
i try to find a reason to pull us apart,
it ain't workin' 'cause you're perfect.
and i know that you're worth it.
u can't walk away, oh!'

Kafasını dizlerime yerleştirdiğinde yüzüne bıraktığım duman ile yüzünü buruşturdu.

'even though we're going through it and it makes you feel alone.
just know that I would die for you.
baby, I would die for you, yeah.
the distance and the time between us.
it'll never change my mind, 'cause baby,
i would die for you.
baby, i would die for you, yeah.'

Yüzüne yaklaşıp dudaklarım ile örttüğüm dudakları arasından bu seferde ciğerlerine sızdırdım.

'i'm finding ways to manipulate the feelin' you're goin' through.
but baby girl, i'm not blamin' you.
just don't blame me, too, yeah.
'cause i can't take this pain forever.
and you won't find no one that's better.
'cause i'm right for you, babe.
i think i'm right for you, babe.'

Dudaklarımızı ayırırsam gidecek gibi hissettiğim saniyelerde alt dudağını dudaklarım arasında hapsettim.

'you know what i'm thinkin', see it in your eyes.
you hate that you want me, hate it when you cry.
it ain't workin' 'cause you're perfect.
and i know that you're worth it.
i can't walk away, oh!

even though we're going through it
and it makes you feel alone.
just know that i would die for you.
baby, i would die for you, yeah.
the distance and the time between us.
it'll never change my mind, 'cause baby,
i would die for you.
baby, i would die for you, yeah.'

'Çünkü bebeğim, senin için ölürüm.'

'i would die for you, i would lie for you.
keep it real with you, i would kill for you, my baby.
i'm just sayin', yeah.
i would die for you, i would lie for you.
keep it real with you, i would kill for you, my baby.
Na-na-na, na-na-na, na-na-na

even though we're going through it.
and it makes you feel alone.
just know that i would die for you.
baby, i would die for you, yeah.
the distance and the time between us.
it'll never change my mind, 'cause baby,
i would die for you.
baby, i would die for you, yeah babe.
(die for you)'

'Jisung..'

'Efendim bebeğim?'

'Gitmeyeceğine söz verir misin?'

'Nereden çıktı bu?'

'Sadece... Söz ver.'

'Söz veriyorum bebeğim, söz. Bir şey yok, değil mi?'