𝐴𝑚𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑎

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𝐸𝑛𝑗𝑜𝑦 𝑐𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑠 ♡︎
𝐴𝑛𝑔𝑠𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔⚠︎︎

☕︎︎☕︎︎☕︎︎

Jungkook closed the car door, head pounding.

He had been crying for the whole drive home and sat on a park bench crying for 2 hours.

He walked to the door unlocking it, struggling a little from his headache.

He put his jacket on the coat rack right on top of...Taehyungs.

He stopped eyes fogging over again.

"That was his favorite jacket."  Jungkook said out loud.

It wasn't actually Taehyungs it was Jungkooks but on their first date Jungkook gave Taehyung that jacket and Taehyung has had it since.

He walked to his room after kicking off his shoes.

He walked into the bathroom and saw two towels hanging on the towel rack.

He grabbed the blue one and turned the shower on.

The shower was lonely.

He didn't sing or wash himself, just stood under the water.

Jungkook turned the water off and stepped out, grabbing his towel from the sink.

He wrapped it around his waist, water dripped down his shoulders from this wet hair.

He walked out the bathroom to his closet... it was full, full of his and Taehyungs clothes.

He closed the closet door and walked to his dresser instead.

On top of the dresser was a calendar that's had a date from december circled.

December 30th to be exact.

Jungkook opened the top drawer and grabbed boxers and basketball shorts.

Letting his towel drop to the floor he pulled his boxer and basketball shorts up.

Flash back
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"Tae! Please!

"Jungkook, I can't do this anymore. Please don't make this harder then it already is."  Taehyung said sobbing at his doorway.

Taehyung had decided to go to college, while Jungkook didn't.

Taehyung decided to to go to college in Australia to be exact.

~~~

"Who's that?" Jungkook asked Jimin who had a picture pulled up on his phone when Jungkook walked up behind him.

"Oh um...that's Ja'cobi." Jimin said quickly closing his phone.

"Who is he?" Jungkook said walking around the booth at the cafe next to the park, sitting down.

"It's um...Tae's boyfriend." Jimin said looking down, but he couldn't lie to Jungkook.

"Oh."

"Yeah..." Jimin said stop not looking at his friend.

"How is he? Tae, I mean." Jungkook with a forced smile said.

"Oh um, good." Jimin said checking his phone not wanting to be in the awkward situation anymore.

"That's good..." Jungkook said shakily.

" Kook..." Jimin said going to sit next to his friend.

Before he could comfort Jungkook, he got up and pushed past him.

"I should go." Jungkook said quickly walking out the cafe.

He couldn't see straight cause of his tears.

He looked up and down the street for somewhere to go.

He couldn't go home.

He decide on a bench at the far side of the park, alone.

End flash back
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Jungkook finished brushing his teeth.

Taehyung hated when jungkook didn't brush his teeth at night, though Jungkook him self never really cared.

Jungkook washed his face and patted softly drying it, like Taehyung always told him to.

He walked out of the bathroom after turning on the fan, cause Taehyung always liked white noise.

He plugged in the nightlight on the right side of the bed...Taehyungs side of the bed.

He laid in bed pulling the blanket up his body, hugging a pillow.

Taehyung did that when ever Jungkook wasn't home at night, cause he was lonely.

Because he missed Jungkook.

Because he needed to hug something to feel okay.

'Is Tae hugging a pillow?'

'Is Tae feeling lonely?'

'Does Tae miss me?'

He asked him self knowing it was stupid.

Stupid because Taehyung had already moved on.

He didn't need Jungkook.

Jungkook wished he could forget.

Forget sleeping next to Taehyung, kissing him, hugging him.

He wished the bed didn't feel empty with out Taehyung.

He wished Tae never left.

He wished Taehyung missed him the way he missed Taehyung.

He wished he was okay like Taehyung.

He wished he didn't still love Taehyung after... a year.

☕︎︎☕︎︎☕︎︎
𝑆𝑜𝑛𝑔: 𝐴𝑚𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑎
𝐵𝑦: 5𝑆𝑂𝑆

𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢♡︎~

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