The Deadly Seven |H.S|

Chapter 27

Hiya, this is a split POV, this also got finished a lot quicker then i thought it would, so surprise i guess...enjoy, love you xx

Harry's POV:

Oh my fucking god, I think I'm gona be sick.

As soon as I ran back out here and yelled out to her, I've felt fucking sick, I'm so nervous.

Those two idiots convinced me to just tell her, they said the longer I waited the harder it was going to be, and they were right, if I wanted whatever this was with Eva to go any further, she had to actually fucking know who I was.

I was just so scared that once she knew she would see me differently and she would leave, I didn't want her to leave.

I've done some sick shit in my life and it was all my choosing, I chose this life, I wanted it, I liked it and that was the part I was most scared to tell her.

I hated keeping this all from her, but at the same time, the less she knew about it the safer she was.

If I told her about this shit and she stayed, I couldn't exactly keep it a secret that I was seeing someone forever, people would find out and having someone I would end up caring about was a liability, fuck what am I talking about, I already fucking care about her.

I mean, if all of this went well and we stayed us, she would have this whole gang behind her to keep her safe, I didn't know every single one of the boys personally, but I did have relationships with some of them and I trusted them, and they respect me, that's the main part, if I needed, they would put their life on the line for me, just like we all would in this gang, but if they're willing to protect me, they will protect what matters to me, and for the first time I have something that matters to me...Eva.

This wasn't the best time to bring her into this, there was a fucking war brewing with the south side and I'm actually really worried about it, I mean the cunts actually shot me tonight, shit was breaking down and no one knew what to expect anymore.

And also, the slight fact that her ex might be in the south gang, I don't know what that's going to mean, I've been meaning to talk to Adrian about what the best way to handle it would be.

Speaking of Adrian, that's where the Dom and Jack went, they were going to tell him what I was about to do, I know he said to wait, but Eva was right, I've waited long enough and this won't work if I'm not honest.

Honestly I'm excepting him to barge out here and scream at me, he can if he wants, I'm still doing it.

I can't believe today turned out like this, I feel like ever since she met me, she hasn't had a day to fucking rest, last night and this morning was amazing, I felt on top of the world, even when I got shot, it didn't bother me that much, what did bother me was that I wasn't going to be able to go see Eva...that changed though.

I don't know why I was even surprised when she came here, I knew as soon as Dom told her the club was closed that she threatened to come here, and she's so fucking independent and sure of herself that I just knew she would come.

I don't know how she managed to get in though, I'm guessing she came in when Dom went downstairs, but I heard a gunshot and wanted to know what happened.

I just had to try and stay calm so I could explain all of this to her, if she wanted to leave after then I would deal with that, but right now, as nervous as I was, I wanted to tell her.

I wouldn't tell her everything, I'm not going to describe the shit I've done or anything, I'll just tell her the basics and if she wanted to stay then we can talk about the rest another night.