The Deadly Seven |H.S|

Chapter 41

Hi...i don't have alot to say, sorry about the last chapter, i hope this one is better xxx

It might be a tad boring i dont know, its a little info heavy and a lot of dialogue but enjoy xx

"Fuck...Adrian, fucking help me!"I heard Harry yell from the top of the steps as I rushed past the bar.

I might be making the wrong choice but I don't care right now.

He lied to me.

I don't care what he says, that is something he should have told me, I don't fucking care that we talked about waiting till he was ready.

What he kept from me was dangerous.

I felt stupid, like I was an idiot for letting myself fall so deeply for someone and being so naive to all this, I should have told him to tell me, I shouldn't have been so fucking trusting.

I wanted more than anything to turn around and run upstairs so I could be wrapped in Harry's arms, listening to his heart and feeling safe.

I don't feel safe.

Knowing Luke was part of the south gang made him even scarier to me, if their gang was anything like Harry's then I'm fucking petrified of the stuff he would do now.

I should have known something was weird, he had this new entitlement and i didn't put anything together.

I should have known, all those times he was at the club was the same times that Harry had to run off and do something to do with the other gang, did he know all the way back then? Did he know when I told him what Luke did?

If Luke is part of the south gang then he knows Harry,  and if he finds out I'm dating him...god fucking help me I don't know what will happen.

He said in the apartment that he wants to find out who his girlfriend is...what if he does?

I don't want Luke anywhere near me, I turn in to a fucking weak idiot around him, he still had this fucking hold on me and it makes me sick.

I need to tell Harry all of this, I need to tell him what I heard but I'm to overrun with emotions to focus properly.

What did he think keeping this from me would do, I know he's half fucking stupid when it comes to relationships but he couldn't have thought this was a good idea.

Adrian had told me that he needed me to help and then upstairs when Dom said 'we were right' made me think that they didn't know for sure it was Luke.

Maybe he needed my help to show them what he looked like or something, but either way, even If he thought it could have been him, he should have told me.

I hate that they all kept that from me, Dom and Adrian looked so guilty when I looked at them, they couldn't even look at me properly, I almost felt bad.

As I was rushing past the bar, I caught a glimpse of the few guys that were still sitting at the bar...fuck.

They just heard all of that, they saw me crying and Harry, they heard him screaming down here...he won't like that, maybe he didn't even realise.

I ran my hands roughly down my face, wiping the tears away and taking a few deep breaths while still storming towards the door.

I heard Harry's voice bellow through the club, making me jump "Jack!"

I pulled my head up, seeing what he was yelling about when I saw Jack in front of me, walking through the door and looking utterly confused.

His eyes met mine, darting over my body and going wide when he saw my leg "What's going on?"