The Deadly Seven |H.S|

Chapter 28

A/N: This went in a very differnt direction then i thought it would, it's very mixed emotions, i have no idea how i manged to get it done today but i did, ENJOY!

TW: for violence. I wont always put this in, but this is one of the first nasty ones, so I'll just slip it in for you.

Harry's POV
"So we are still opening tonight?" Jack asked, cleaning some glasses or whatever he does behind that bar.

I looked over to him, throwing back the last bit of whiskey in my glass and sliding it to him "yea, just open a bit later, Dom should be here soon, so it won't take too long"

Tonight was gona be fun, I had a lot of anger running through me at the moment so I was looking forward to letting some of it out.

Actually, I wasn't too sure if it was anger, I was just stressed, either way, I'm letting it out tonight.

My arm was healing nicely, I have to be careful not to rip the stitches open tonight, but it was on my left arm so I shouldn't use it too much.

I haven't seen Eva since I told her what happened, I mean it's only been about two days but it's been driving me crazy, I've called and texted her but she won't answer me.

Jack told me I should give her time to think about all this, I know I should but it's easier said than done, it's driving me crazy not knowing what she's thinking. I'm so worried she'll just never see me again.

I understand that everything I told her was a lot, and she honestly reacted a lot better than I thought she would, she let me explain everything and she stayed pretty calm, up until I told her I'd killed people, I think if anyone found out they had been fucking a murder they'd freak out.

Well, I wouldn't, but other people sure.

I knew deep down that she would want to leave after everything I said, I knew that, but it didn't make it any easier when she did it, I just hope she left to think and she didn't actually leaveme.

That night didn't go well for me either once she left, Dom and I got into it after I told him to let Eva leave, he trusted her but she was upset so he was just being precautious.

He said I was an idiot for letting her go like that and I ended up snapping at him, luckily Adrian was there or it might've gone worse.

Adrian was a lot calmer than I thought he would be, I was expecting him to get pissed that she left and say I was an idiot for telling her in the first place, but he didn't. He actually agreed with Jack, telling me to just give her a while to think.

I was serious about everything I'd ever said to Eva, I'd never felt like this and I wanted her, when I was with her nothing else mattered.

I think I might have scared her when I asked her if she believed in love, I didn't think I was in love with her yet, well I have nothing else to compare it to but from what I've heard, it seems too soon. Frankly, I was still on a bit of a high from the sex we had just had and it just slipped out, but it was interesting to hear what she said.

I hated to hear how she thinks about the whole concept, I wanted to kill the people that put that idea in her head. I had only known her for a little while but after seeing the things she's been through while I have known her and hearing what she has been through in the past, she really was one of the strongest people I knew.

I had never given anything about love much though, I always stayed as far away from it as I could, after seeing my father say he loved my mum then treat her the way he did, I am still worried I'll end up like him, I still wake up every day scared I'll end up hurting Eva, and she's gone through so much already, I'd never be able to live with myself if I did.