Stay with me ~ g.w

6.

After a long night of not sleeping you got ready early for breakfast. No one was up yet so it was quiet. You walked down the stairs into the common room. All you could think about is how you and George kissed, did he mean it? Did he do it because he felt like it? Thousands of thoughts filled your head which made the thought of seeing him dreadful. Once you reached the common room of course, the only person up was George. You stopped in your tracks hoping he didn't notice you but he did.
"Y/N can we talk, please?" His eyes were wide and it looked as if he hadn't slept either.

"Well I was just about to" you were cut off
"Y/n" he said sternly.
It made your stomach turn, now he knows you were trying to avoid him, not really him but the feelings you had for him.

"Last night we er- kissed" George stuttered.

"Indeed we did" you looked down not having eye contact with him.

You were shy about it considering he was your first kiss and your best mate and, to add to that, your other best mates brother! You not making eye contact with him, made him feel awkward. Little did you both know you each had feelings for each other, scared to admit it George said what he thought would make you feel best, not knowing you felt strongly about him.

"It was just a kiss though right! Between friends.. no harm" he tried to make the situation better but did not at all. "Just a nice friendly kiss between friends!" He over used the word friend a lot.

You felt your heart break just a little yet, didn't show it. I mean, you were a Gryffindor and you were brave, you had to be brave in this moment. You barely started feeling this way you can't be heartbroken over it, suck it up!

"Yeah just friends" you scoffed trying to make it believable.

You and George both had a twinge of pain in your eyes from those words. Those feelings suddenly shoved straight down each other's throats and not to be talked about again. It was awkwardly quiet between you two. Until you spoke up.

"I should go do what I was going to do, I'll see you in the hall Georgie" you walked away.

"See you- y/n" he said your name quiet since you already walked out.

"Stupid stupid stupid" he said to himself hitting his head with the palm of his hand.

He had the chance to express the feelings he's had since 2nd year and didn't. He was mad at himself but hurt that you thought what he said to be true. This school year would be the worst. He could already tell.