yanderes x reader [scent of the dead]

[R/D]chapter thirty two: sleepover...?

Sam POV, 3 years before (y/n)~~~~~~~~~~~~~

This place, its hell, I've been told that the walls keep us safe from the infected...but the survivors are just as bad!

"You alright?"
Oliver asks.

"Y-yeah...it just hurts.."
I say, rubbing my eye, the bully, Kevin, punched me really hard...my eye's swollen.

"Fucker, I wish I could show him what happens to assholes like him when they mess with people who cant even fight!"
Oliver says, holding his fists up.

"...cant fight?"
I mumble.

"Ah-uh, I meant cant fight well...I mean...shit.."
Oliver stutters.

"No, it's right...I cant fight, I'm not good at it like you and the other hunters.."
I say, getting up.

"Sam, you know I didnt mean anything about it...!"
Oliver says, trying to grab my hand, I pull it away and look him in the eyes.

"...I wanna be alone."
I whisper, walking away.

...I wanna be strong, but I cant.

Present time~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I stare down from the balcony, hearing (y/n) talk to Conny.

"O-oh hey! Who was yelling?"
(Y/n) asks, walking out of his door.

"Toby was yelling at a cockroach... it's fine now."
I mumble, walking down the stairs.

"...are you gonna tell them I was talking to him?"
(Y/n) asks.

"No...is he coming with us?"
I ask.

Please say no...please say no...i don't want him around..

"I think so, he wants to come, I'm gonna talk to the others about it later."
(Y/n) says..dang it.

"Oh...so you like him?"
I ask, (y/n) smiles at the question...I hate it, I never thought I'd hate that smile.

"Yeah, hes nice, and sorta funny."
(Y/n) says.

"Do you love him???"
I ask, (y/n) looks at me with wide eyes.

"...where'd your stutter go?"
(Y/n) asks.

"Oh, s-sorry...I guess I was zoning out when I...said that."
I say, (y/n) yawns and rubs their eyes.

"Fuck, I'm tired...why are you out here anyways?"
(Y/n) asks.

I cant exactly say 'oh, I was listening to your conversation because I'm scared of you being around him!'

"I...couldnt sleep."
I lie.

"Well, you should go back in your room Before Noah tries to find you...cause then you'll probably be scared."
(Y/n) says.

"Where are you gonna be sleeping..?"
I ask.

"Probably with Conny, theres two beds in every room so I'll take one."
(Y/n) says.

I know what she means by sleeping, but my mind is thinking of something else...I really, really hate Conny.

"Alright....goodnight."
I say, walking away, (y/n) responds with a hum and walks away as well.

...you didnt answer my question, do you love him...?

Conny POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Staring at the door, that's all I've done since (y/n) left the room...but give or take it's only been around 10 minutes...feels longer though.

"Hey, looks like I'm sleeping here tonight."
(Y/n) says, walking back into the room.

"Really? Holy shit, awsome! I get to have a sleepover with a badass...yessss...!"
I joke, they laugh and sit on the bed opposite of me...its nice to hear their laugh.

"So, what's up with your group? Who was screaming?"
I ask.

"Aparantly Toby, Sam came out and told me he was screaming at a bug...I didn't question it."
(Y/n) says.

"Finding a bug when You're half asleep is scary."
I say.

"So...why do you wanna come with your kidnappers?"
(Y/n) asks.

"Uh...I dunno."
I say, but just by looking at them, I know exactly why.

"You sound like Sam and Oliver, they were sorta taken too, they didnt complain, but I knew they didnt wanna leave that place..."
(Y/n) says...was the Oliver guy the one that was holding me at gun point?

"Damn, sounds like you guys have been through hell...more recently I mean."
I say.

"Yeah, some people lost their only home...and we lost a good person."
(Y/n) mumbles.

"Oh shit...when?"
I ask.

"This morning..."
(Y/n) says, looking down.

"Oh, oh fuck I'm sorry, I shouldnt have asked..."
I say, (y/n) looks up at me.

"You remind me of him in a way."
(Y/n) says.

"How so?"
I ask.

"You're joking around, Jack was always the comic relief, being dumb in serious situations..."
(Y/n) says, smiling a little.

"Is that why you like me? I remind you of a...dead guy?"
I ask...I kinda want the answer to be no.

"Ah-no! Maybe...? I dont know, but I don't think so...!"
(Y/n) chokes out, I probably shouldn't have said that, I think I made them feel bad.

"Well, no matter what I'm happy you're letting me come with you."
I say.

"Me too Conny."
(Y/n) says, smiling.

Its silent for a second, the two of us are just...staring at each other, its peaceful in a way.

"Let's sleep, its gonna be a long day tomorrow."
(Y/n) says, lying on the bed and rolling towards the wall.

"...night."
I mumble.