Will I Lose You Too

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The last days of the break were coming to a close and the time nearing for Harry to go back to Hogwarts. Harry didn't really want to go back because he was not up to being subjected to the judging stares of his classmates, the ugly toaded faced oompa loompa, no sleep and he wouldn't have Sirius there to spend time with.

Sirius didn't want the break to be over with ethier, the company that he had brought him joy that he had not felt in years. And at the center of that joy was Harry and Remus. He hated the idea of Harry going back to school so soon, cause that meant no one to keep him company when Remus had to go on missions for the order.

Sirius would love more time to spend with Harry and get to know the son of his best friend better so that they could form a stronger relationship. But lately they only seemed to be surrounded by darkness of the waging war ahead or maybe it was just the house that seemed to hold so much hate and anger from earlier times. But either way it looked like it was starting to take a toll on Harry.
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Late 2 nights before Harry had to go back to Hogwarts, he found himself wandering the dark halls of the house of black. Hermione and Ron were talking Harry had left the conversation saying he was going to the restroom but he really just wondered around.

As Harry turned the next corner he came face to face with his godfather.

Sirius had a smile on his face when he saw Harry "I was just about to grab a drink, would you like to join?" Sirius asked Harry.

"Sure," Harry said, walking towards the kitchen with Sirius.
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Harry found himself sitting at the table talking with Sirius for a while until there was silence it wasnt really awkward but it was kind of welcoming.

Harry took a sip of his drink and when he put his cup back down he saw Sirius staring at him or something in the room. Harry looks around trying to figure if something was wrong 'what is he staring' at Harry thought.

He could hear Sirius start to laugh, Harry looked back up to see Sirius shaking his head and smiling at him.

"What?" Harry asked, confused

"You," Sirius said, still smiling

"Me" Harry pointed a finger at his chest with a smile "What about me"

"You..yo-" Sirius stopped mid sentence when he heard the door open. He looked to see who it was and of course it was the one person he never wanted to see ever.... Severus.

When Snape stepped into the kitchen Harry could feel the tension rise between the two men almost instantly. He could practically feel the years of hatred coming off of them as they sneered at each other.

They were left in silence for a little bit when Harry just kind of coughed and snapped everyone back into reality.

"I was only aware I was speaking to mister Potter" said Snape giving Sirius an ugly look.

"Why are you her Severus" Sirius said snaring

"I am here on Dumbledore's orders," said Snape, whose voice, by contrast, was becoming more and more quietly waspish, "but by all means stay, Black, I know you like to feel . . . involved."

"What's that supposed to mean?" said Sirius, letting his chair fall back onto all four legs with a loud bang.

"Merely that I am sure you must feel — ah — frustrated by the fact that you can do nothing useful," Snape laid a delicate stress on the word, "for the Order." It was Sirius's turn to flush.

Snape's lip curled in triumph as he turned to Harry. "The headmaster has sent me to tell you, Potter, that it is his wish for you to study Occlumency this term."