Will I Lose You Too

Going back

Harry honestly wasn't really feeling the party and was kinda uncomfortable,everyone around him was making him feel weird with the way they were talking about how he didnt get it. Plus on top of all that his scar was burning and giving him a pounding headache.

When Harry was about to go get some food Mad-Eye had pulled him aside and showed him a photo of the original order. When he saw his Mom,Dad,Sirius and Remus he smiled seeing his parents in photos had always made him happy and plus seeing all of them look so happy. Harry was looking at Sirius and Remus now they looked so much younger and full of life,he looked over at them,they looked so much different now they looked broken and tired all the time now.

When Moody had got done talking about everyone in the photo he wanted to get away from him. He was even in less of a mood to party then he was before after Mad-Eye had talked about all the people in the old order who had died. He shifted towards Sirius and Remus and saw them talking and he went to sit next to Sirius.
Sirius noticed that Harry looked kinda glum when he was talking to Mad-Eye and that he was rubbing his scar. Remus must have seen him looking at Harry because Remus put a hand on his knee.

"You ok Pads" Remus said looking in the same direction as Sirius was "Oh" Remus said looking at Harry and then back at Sirius. "He'll be fine you don't have to worry".

"I know but I just can't help it, " Sirius said, looking back at Remus.

"Will all of you see him off tomorrow at kings cross even though i wish you wouldn't" Said Remus with a little air to his words.

"Well you can't change my mind" Sirius said patting Remus on his leg and turning to the food that just got put on the table.

They Had a fun celebration for the rest of the night and Remus and Sirius had shifted Harry's mood and he wasn't as gloomy anymore after what Sirius said about his father not getting the badge. But after the party Mrs.Weasley went to go take care of the bogart everything went downhill,She had freaked out but Moody ended up taking care of it.

It was getting late when Remus finally went upstairs to their bedroom. It was dark when he walked in and could see the silhouette of Sirius under the blankets. He took off his cloak to try to change, after helping comforting Molly,he crawled into bed with Sirius.

Remus put an arm around Sirius' waist,Sirius turned around to face Remus with his eyes closed and hummed "You took so long Moony".

"I bet it was tourture for you not having me here" Remus said looking at him with a smirk in a sarcastic voice.

Sirius opened his eyes to look at Remus "You know you're not going to change my mind you know that right?" Sirius said "There's nothing you can do to change my mind"

"Nothing?," said Remus Raising a eyebrow at Sirius, "I can think of a few things that might," he said, kissing Sirius.

"Well i guess you'll have to try them all then" Said Sirius Rolling on top of Remus and smirking at him.

"I guess so" said Remus pulling Sirius down by his collar so that they were only inches away from kissing. "But I know whatever i try to do to change your mind won't work" Remus whispered with a smile and pushed Sirius off of him.

"You're the worst Moony," said Sirius, looking back at Remus with a glare.

"I know," Remus said, giving him a quick peck on the lips and closing his eyes.

Sirius rolled his eyes and let out a huff and moved in closer to Remus. Remus put a arm around his waist again and fell asleep.

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