Will I Lose You Too

Going home

The fireplace roared downstairs in Lupin's house around 3:00am,at that moment Sirius shot straight up.

Shit he thought. "Remus wake Up" Sirius shook him gently. Remus opened his eyes and said "what is it padfoot."
"I forgot Dumbledore was supposed to come and meet us...and he just showed up downstairs" Sirius wispersd. "oh.....OH we better get downstairs then" they both got out of bed,put on there robes and went downstairs.

They both meet Dumbledore in the drawing room and greeted him. They all took a seat and Dumbledore got straight to the point "I don't have a lot of time but we need to discuss what is next for Harry and for the order."

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A few days had passed and Harry was released from the hospital wing. The whole school seemed to grow darker and everyone seemed like a dread had fallen over them. Everywhere Harry walked all eyes were on him. He hated the feeling ,not just the people staring at him but, the feeling he had every time the images of Cedric's dead body and Voldemort started flashing in his mind every time he closed his eyes. Whatever he tried he couldn't seem to shake the feeling.

To make matters worse when he walked into the great hall for the feast he didn't see the usual house colors he saw black. Everyone took a seat, Harry looked up and saw Dumbledore get up and go to the podium to make his speech.

"As we gather here today we come together to honor the memory of a great stud..." But Harry wasn't listening anymore. He couldn't think straight not anymore, he didn't want to go back to the Dursleys, when would Sirius pick him up. And why the HELL couldn't he stop seeing Cedric and Voldemort.

Later that day when they all got on the train no one talked much. Then they got off and said there goodbyes "Bye Harry I hope your ok" said Hermione with a sad look and hugged him. Ron patted him on the shoulder and said "see you mate" and waved goodbye. They walked away to there families and Harry looked around and he found the Dursleys and headed off.
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About 1 week had past sense Harry arrived at the Dursleys. His Nightmares were as bad as ever and he just felt so angry and sad all the time now. So he decided to go on a walk to clear his head. It was night and the stars were out. He loved the stars that's one thing that brought him joy and peace at a time like this.

He had been walking for about twenty minutes and he found a spot to lie down on the grass breathing in the fresh air. He started thinking about when Sirius was going to pick him up; it had already been a couple of days. He sat there taking in the stars and thinking some more.

Then out of nowhere a shaggy black dog jumped on him and started barking at him. "Woof Woof" When Harry saw the dog it brought a smile to his face,he knew exactly who it was. "Ah what are you doing here Sirius" said Harry in shock. Sirius looked around to make sure no one was watching and then transformed into human form.

He sat next to Harry and lay down next to him with his arms under his head. And then said chuckling "to come and get you duh are you ready." Harry looked up into his eyes with a smile and said "Yeah" they got up and Sirius transformed back into a dog.

They were on their way to the Dursleys Sirius couldn't help but notice Harry looking down at the ground while he was walking. He looked sad, like something had changed,like something had broken inside of him. But there was nothing he could do right now but he would make sure to ask him when they get to grimmauld place.

Sirius waited outside while Harry went to go get his things. Inside Harry got his things he hadn't had it in him to unpack so it was easy to get everything together. He was so ready to leave but he still had to tell the Dursleys that he was leaving. But they weren't there and staying any longer than he had to in that house was going to drive him crazy.
So he wrote a note.
Dear Aunt and Uncle,
I am leaving with my godfather and you won't have to deal with me anymore.
Harry

Harry left the note on the kitchen table. He didn't care how the Dursleys felt; he knew they would be happy. But he would also be happy with Sirius right? Would life be better with Sirius? Of course it would, anything is better than the Dursleys.On that thought he left for the door. Outside he saw Sirius and they both walked to the other side of the road.

When it was clear Sirius changed back into human form once again. He looked at Harry "You ready." "Yeah" said Harry looking up a Sirius with a smile. "Ok grab my arm and hold on tight." Harry put his hand on Sirius's arm and clinched it tight."Ok but w-" harry was cut off by the sudden suffocating feeling of apparation.

It was like he was being split in two and he couldn't breathe. But before he knew it they were standing on the steps of #12. Harry crouched over and was fighting to get air into his lungs,he felt like he was going to be sick.
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Hoped yall liked it next chapter will have more Sirius and Harry of course. And hopefully it's better.👍
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