Will I Lose You Too

Reappearance

Harry fell asleep looking outside of his window at his desk. His head was being supported by his hand, his cheek was pressing against his palm. Harry's glasses were askew, his slow breaths could be seen from the constant fog on the window.

In the middle of his room stood his trunk half way packed with items strung everywhere. Books were all over the floor, clothes were draped across his bed and letters were scattered about his desk.

Harry had a newspaper on his desk the headline being HARRY POTTER: THE CHOSEN ONE? It was just one of the many articles that Harry had seen about him in the daily profit. Harry was tired of being put into the line light like that, it seemed like every solution to the problem was him.

One of the letters was from Dumbldore and it addressed Harry saying that he was to be picked up at 11:00pm on Friday night. He would be staying the rest of the summer at the Weasleys' residence.

Harry really didn't want to see Dumbldore but he was willing to do anything if it meant getting away from the Dursleys. It would also be another way to distract him from his current problems.

There was a stack of letters on the other side of his desk next to his lamp. Within the stack of letters was 2 letters from Remus and 2 others from his friends all unresponded to.

Headwig was in her cage making all kinds of noises trying to wake Harry up. She wanted to be let out of her cage, but her efforts failed.

Harry slowly opened his eyes felling the presence of someone watching him. He looked out his window, there was a tall man with shoulder leanth dark hair standing outside on the street. He couldn't see him fully because his vision was blurry.

Harry blinked a few times and straighten his glasses as the man stepped into the light.

It was Sirius.

Harry ran down the stairs and burst out the front door to come face to face with Sirius. Harry ran into his arms without hesitation and hugged as tight as he could.

But Sirius didn't hug him back, 'surely Sirius would be as excited to see me as I am to see him' Harry thought.

Harry pulled back and took a step away from Sirius. He observed his face, there was no emotion on it. Harry noticed that he didn't even look the same as he used to. He looked pale and there was no light in his eyes, he wasn't even wearing his usual smirk that he had.

He looked almost like he was dead!

"Are-are you alright Sirius"

There was no answer.

"Sirius"

Still no answer.

Harry looked around and realized that he was no longer outside of number 4 Privet drive. They were in a forest, the air had gone cold and it was snowing.

He looked back and Sirius was frozen in ice, Harry looked around again. He saw other frozen people.

As he approached them he realized that they were all of his friends. His heart started pounding out of his chest as he backed away from them.

He could feel his body getting colder like he was almost freezing as well.

He fell backwards and realized his feet were frozen in the ice, it was slowly making its way up his body. Harry pulled out his wand but it was too late. His hand had froze with his wand in it.

He didn't know what to do and started to panic. As the ice approached his face he closed his eyes. He could feel the ice freeze over him.

But just then he opened his eyes and was back in his room at the Dursleys. It was just a dream but it brought him no relief.

He looked out his window only to see a figure standing in the darkness.
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Harry was taken by professor Dumbldore so he could spend the rest of his summer at the Weasleys. But before he could head over to there place he had to convene a professor to rejoin the school.

He did not enjoy it very much and he was very tired. He did not appreciate Dumbldore dragging him into it either, especially when he doesn't have his trust.
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Harry had been at the Burrow for about a week and the nightmares stopped for now. Harry may have been surrounded by people he considers family and friends but he still felt alone.

He would spend most of his time sitting and watching the Weasleys play Quidditch from on top of a hill. Where he would watch from a distance.

One after noon Harry was sitting in the garden by himself. When someone came and sat by him. Harry looked next to the now occupied seat to see who it was.

It was a familiar face that he hadn't seen in quite a while. It was Remus, he gave Harry a soft smile even though it looked a little painful.

Harry returned it only to look back down at the ground and pick up a flower. He started picking the petals off the flower.

"How are you Harry?" Remus said, looking at Harry watching him slowly pick off the petals of the flower.

Harry really wanted to say that he wasn't ok, that he had horrible nightmares and he couldn't stop thinking about them.

"I'm ok" Harry shrugged, taking another petal  off of the flower and twisting it in his hand.

"You look tired, have you been getting much sleep?"

'No'

"Yeah" Harry lied just like he did to everyone else.

"I'm worried about you Harry.....you haven't returned any of my letters." Remus looked off into the garden.

Harry didn't answer right away but did eventually.

"Remus I....I just can't" Harry struggled for the right words.

"I don't understand Harry?" Remus asked softly, looking back at Harry.

"I don't read them cause I already know what it's going to say" Harry was trying his best to keep his mind on track. "So there will not be a response"

Remus could see the pain in Harry's eyes as he looked out in the garden. It reminded him of what he felt like every morning and he knew he looked like it too.

"Harry, I just want you to know that I'm here for you" Remus said, putting a hand on Harry's shoulder.

Harry got up from the bench and walked out of the garden. Everyone who told him that same sentence seemed toend up leaving Harry left all alone. Harry was almost tired of hearing those words because they were all filled with lies.

Remus can understand why Harry got up and walked away cause after all the last person who said that to him is dead now. Remus realized that it might have been too soon to say something like that.
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Remus gave Harry some time after dinner while he conversated with the Weasleys. Before he left he wanted to see Harry and try to talk to him again.

He found Harry on top of a small hill, as he approached he could hear Harry sniffling. He saw tears roll down the side of his face and felt a ping of sadness in his chest. He knew exactly how Harry felt.

Remus sat down next to Harry again but this time he didn't say anything. No words were exchanged for some time.

Harry was looking out at the sunset when he finally said something "I miss him so much Remus"

Harry laid his head on Remus' shoulder and started sobbing, the emotion taking over Harry.

Remus pulled him into his arms forming a tight hug around him. Remus has never seen Harry in such pain before. But Remus has never been in as much pain before either until Sirius died.
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