The trial was coming up soon and Harry was getting anxious he couldn't stop thinking about it, he kept worrying about it. He was getting annoyed with all the questions Sirius and Remus were asking. His friends had found out earlier that week and were trying to not talk about it but the most worried out of all of them was Hermione. Maybe the meeting tonight would get his mind off of it he thought then he might be able to calm down some more if he just forgot about it.
He was sitting at the table tapping his foot quickly up and down staring off into space; Mrs. Weasley was yelling at Fred and George for something again while she was preparing the food. Tonks was making all kinds of faces and keeping Ginny and Hermione entertained, everyone else seemed to be in conversation around him.
Harry felt a hand on his shoulder and heard Sirius say "Hey Harry are you ok" Harry snapped out of it giving Sirius a slight smile "Yeah im fine dont worry". Sirius smiled back at him giving him a little wink and sat back in his chair as the food was set down on the table.
Sirius knew he needed to tell Harry about Voldemot and he knew the others wanted to know too but the down side was that Molly would like this at all. Harry needed to know Sirius didn't want Harry to not trust him and Sirius didn't want Harry to freak out on him before the trial.
After they finished desert and half the order left and it was just Harry, Sirius, Lupin,Hermione and the Weaslys. Out of no wher Sirius said "You know it's about time we talked about Voldermort '' the atmosphere in the room had changed and everything became tense. Lupin was about to take a sip from his drink when he set it down and Mrs. Weasley had shot straight up.
Harry looked over at Sirius and said "But I thought only order members were supposed to hear that stuff,so-"
"And that's how it should be," Said Mrs.Weasley. "You're too young" she had her fists clenched upon the chair arms looking red with rage.
"Since when did someone have to be in the order of the phoenix to ask questions" said Sirius "I've already kept it from him for too long." "He's got the right to know what's happen-"
"Hang on," George interrupted loudly.
"How come Harry gets to have his questions answered?" said Fred angrily "We've been trying to get stuff out of you for over a month and you haven't told us a single stinking thing" said Goerge. "It's not my fault that Your parents haven't told you anything" said Sirius "That's there decision,Harry on the other hand-"
"It's not your decision to decide what's best for Harry!" Said Mrs,Weasley sharply "You haven't forgotten what Dumbldore said"
"Which bit" said Sirius with air to his words like he was getting ready for a fight.
"The bit about not telling him more than he needs to know" Mrs.Weasley said with her arms crossed.Ron,Hermione,Fred and George were watching them argue back and forth like they were watching a tennis rally. Ginny was looking up from her spot on the table watching the conversation. They kept arguing like that until Lupin looked away from Sirius Finally and said "Personally I think it's better that Harry gets to know the facts-Not all the facts" he said looking at Molly Quickly. "But it's better that he gets the general picture then garbled evidence from...others" Lupin's expression was mild.
"Well" said Mrs.Weasley breathing deeply and looking around the table for support she did not have. "Well i can see that i am going to be overruled so i'll just say this:Dumbldore must have had his reasons for not wanting Harry to know to much, and speaking as someone who has his best interest at heart-"
"He's not your son" said Sirius quietly.
"He's as good as" said Mrs.Weasley fiercely,"who else has he got!"
"He's got me" Sirius was about to lose his cool.
"Well,"said Mrs.Weasley, giving Sirius a smuggle look, "It's been quite difficult to do that when you've been locked up in Azkaban,hasn't it?"
Sirius started to rise from his chair.Lupin reached across the table and put an arm in front of Sirius saying "Molly,you're not the only person who cares about Harry at this table." "Sirius,sit down.
Mrs.Weasley's bottom lip was trembling,Sirius sank back down into his seat slowly giving Molly a nasty look.
"I think Harry should have a say in this," said Lupin, looking at Harry to see his response."I want to know what's going on and I don't need anymore people putting words in my mouth for me when I can do it myself" said Harry with a little malice looking at Mrs.Weasley. Harry was getting tired of all of them arguing he didn't think it would be such a big deal though. When Mrs.Weasley finally gave up Harry looked over to Sirius,Harry saw that he was getting impatient and so was Harry.
They finally got to have their conversation and Harry was trying to ask all of his questions before Mrs.Weasley could say more. Sirius had settled down and Harry was getting the information that he wanted. But just as Harry was getting to the end of his questions Mrs.Weasley had had enough and stopped the conversation before it went too far. Harry looked over to Sirius and he could tell he wasn't even going to try to argue against and saw him lean back in his chair and Lupin turned to talk to him.
Harry got up and went into the hallway to go catch up with Ron and Hermione so he could say goodbye. "Look man" said Ron looking back at his Mom "I'm sorry for my Mum, she's up everyone's arse these days."
"It's fine" Harry said rubbing his eyes "I just wish she would just-"
"Let's go" said Mrs.Weasley with anger in her tone "Bye Harry" Ron and Hermione both said waving goodbye.
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Sirius watched as Molly left the room he had just called down but this made his teeth grind and his fistds clench. Remus noticed this,he was a little fed up with her too, he turned to Sirius and put a hand on his shoulder. Sirius was watching Harry go out of the kitchen when he felt Lupin's hand. He turned to Lupin and gave him a forced smile but he couldn't keep it long cause after that he looked to the side and his face made a scowl."Sirius'' said Remus tilting his head to try and make eye contact with him. "That woman gets on my last fucking nerve" Sirius said trough his teeth. He had one hand pressing to his temple and the other clenched and shaking on the table. "How am i supposed deal with her when they will be staying for a week before the start of term".
Remus grabbed his shaking fist and rubbed it with his fingers "Well you could always just pretend to be occupied or just clean a different part of the house" he said giving a little laugh. "I won't have to pretend to be occupied when you're here" Sirius said, raising an eyebrow and giving a chuckle. "Padfootsaid Remus rolling his eyes,Siris wiped his head around to face Lupin and rested his cheek on his fist saying "Moony". They both let out a soft chuckle and as Remus leaned down for a kiss the door slammed and Sirius got up yelling "I SWEAR" and he walked out with his up in the air.
Harry walked into the kitchen looking back at Sirius walking out and then at Lupin dumbfounded, Lupin shook his head and let out a sigh and they both started laughing.
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