Anamnesis| Taehyung [Completed]

◇Forty Four◇

Flashback:~

My breathing calmed upon hearing Taehyung's heartbeat when I placed my head on his chest. Somehow it became everything that I needed to survive.

I looked up, admiring every bit of his God-like face. Suddenly he peeled his eyes open, catching me staring at him. A smile crept to his perfect lips, as he booped my nose.

"Were you staring at me again?" A hint of amusement in his voice was evident, as I huffed playfully and turned to lie on my side.

He shifted beside me, as he faced my back. He placed his arm over my waist, pulling me close to him under the white sheet.

His scent filled up my nostrils, bringing a want in me to snuggle against him. It was the winter season, yet his strong arms kept me warm under the sheets.

Yet these were not the arms that were supposed to be comforting me. I was not supposed to be in Taehyung's bed. Instead, I was supposed to be with Jungkook.

My body tensed at the mention of Jungkook in my head. Where was I going? Was I going to get lost?

"What's wrong baby?" Taehyung tensed the difference in my breathing pattern as he asked me. It amazed me how it had been months since Jungkook had held me close to him, instead it was his best friend that was doing his job.

"Nothing. I was just thinking." I lied.

Taehyung let out an audible sigh, as he pulled the sheet off his head and propped himself on his elbow to look down at me. He caressed my hip gently with his large hand.

"It's about Jungkook again, isn't it?" He asked the obvious. I didn't answer.

"Baby, you're not doing anything wrong. You're doing exactly what he did first, don't think about it so much. I'm here next to you now, and if things go well, maybe I'll be next to you forever."

Hot tears escaped my eyes, because I couldn't hold them back. My heart clenched again. If Jungkook was a cheater, I was one too.

I turned around so I was lying on my back. I looked up at Taehyung who had a look of concern and worry in his eyes.

"Is something wrong with me Taehyung? Did I do something wrong? Have I become unattractive? What's wrong with me?" I cried as I raised my hands and wiped away my tears from my eyes.

Taehyung kissed his teeth. He pulled my hands away from my eyes, wiping my tears with his hands.

"Look at me, Munhee. I'll tell you this one thing that I've always told you. You're not unattractive, at least not to me. The way you're imperfect makes you more perfect to me. To me, you're the only woman that I have eyes for." His voice no longer held any amusement, as I look at him in his eyes.

I raised myself on my elbows as well, so that I was on his eyes level. I pressed my lips to his soft ones, and the sensation brought a feeling of security as well as terror in me.

He raised his hands and they engulfed my small face as he pulled me closer to deepen the kiss. His lips were always a comfort for me.

I recalled the night I looked out of mine and Jungkook's apartment, to find him kissing some other girl in his car before he came out with his coat hung over his shoulder.

He came up and told me that he was late because of some meeting with his Dad, because his business was taking off. I smiled and congratulated him.

I still didn't tell him anything the next week when I noticed a lipstick mark on his shirt's collar while doing the laundry.

And then I told Taehyung everything one day. We started hanging out. He gave me company on the nights when Jungkook was busy cheating on me.