Forbidden touch

~I need to leave~

"Draco please come back! It didn't mean anything at all I promise. Please just talk to me." I was chasing after Draco through the manor. Tears were pouring out of my eyes. He wouldn't stop or look at me. He wouldn't listen to me. It felt as though there was a big rock in my throat. "Draco please just listen to me." I sobbed, following him to his room.

"Listen to you? Talk to you? No knightly. I don't want to hear a single fucking word come out of your goddamn mouth you hear me? We are done. I want you gone before I get up. I do not want to see you ever again." He looked at me, tears were streaming down his face, his voice was cracking and it broke me. He then turned around and slammed my door.

Almost instantly, I fell to the floor so hard. I sobbed and sobbed, blocking out the music from the ball. At some point, I felt hands on my shoulders and waist and I was led back to my room where everything went black.

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I open my heavy eyes, trying hard not to close them and fall into a deep sleep. I look to my right and see Pansy fast asleep with Luna's arm around her. I sit up slowly and rub my dry eyes.

I walk to the bathroom and catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror. Mascara stains are all down my face, my hair is tangled, my shirt is on backwards and my under eye bags are horrid.

Deciding I should take a shower, I turn the water all the way to hot and wait for steam to cover the mirror so I don't have to look at my scary reflection.

After the shower, I walk out of my bathroom to see Pansy and Luna talking to each other on my bed, holding each other's hands.

"Oh, hello." Luna looks at me with wide eyes and a smile.

"Hello...?" I look at her and then Pansy, confused with why they are in my room.

"How are you feeling?" Pansy gets up fast and runs over towards me.

"I'm okay. Hungover and exhausted. What happened last night?" I question, not remembering a thing of last night.

"About that, come sit." Pansy pats a spot on my bed, which I soon occupy. "Last night, Draco caught you and Narcissa kissing."

All of a sudden, it felt as though all the air was no nowhere to be found and instead I was drowning. "Fuck. What else happened." My heart races.

"Well, you chased after him and I'm not quite sure what he said, we found you just sitting on the floor crying. So we brought you to your room and cleaned you up a bit. But you wouldn't stop crying so we stayed in your room to keep an eye on you. Eventually after you fell asleep, we did as well. Now we're here." Pansy looks at me with worry in her eyes.

Then, I started remembering last night. It was like a pile of bricks fell on my chest. I start to remember chasing Draco through the manor. Him yelling at me, telling me I need to leave. How he never wants to speak to me or see me.

I get up quickly and start packing me things, my mind is racing and my heart feels as though it's about to explode.

"Hey, what are you doing?" Pansy gets up fast, following me around my room.

"I'm packing. Draco doesn't want to see me. He told me to leave. So I need to leave."

"Okay, well you can pack later. We still need to talk things through." Pansy grabs my forearm and I jerk back, looking at her directly in her eyes.

"You don't understand, I need to leave. He told me he does not want to see me ever again. I need to leave. I want to leave. I can't stay here any longer Pansy." tears start streaming down my face.

Pansy pulls me into a hug and starts running her hands through my hair. "Okay, we can go. How would you like it if you, me and Luna go back to Hogwarts together? It'll just be the three of us." I nod my head and step back to take a deep breath.

After Pansy and Luna helped me pack, I decided to head downstairs knowing I won't run into Draco because he's still asleep in his room. Or he just doesn't want to come out.

The manor was silent. Luna was helping Pansy pack her things so I was alone in the kitchen. That was until I heard footsteps coming towards the kitchen.

"Where are you going?" I look over to see Narcissa in her green robe and a bare face.

"I'm leaving. Going back to Hogwarts with Luna and Pansy." I look away from her before she notices my red puffy eyes.

"Why?" She came closer to me, I could smell the coffee on her breath.

"You know why Narcissa."

"No, I don't know why so please enlighten me." She sounded slightly annoyed but I could tell she felt bad after.

"Don't play dumb Narcissa. Your son caught us last night. He told me he never wants to speak to me or see me. I have to leave." still not looking up at her, a tear falls to the floor from my eye.

"This isn't his house, he doesn't make the rules. Just stay Knightly. We can work this out." Her cold hand touches my chin, lifting it up to face her. Our eyes meet and she moves closer, kissing me gently. I melt at her touch but I realize that I can't. I need to leave.

"No Narcissa." I pull away, "We can't anymore. This is over. It can't continue anymore. I'm sorry." I look at her in her honey brown eyes, my vision blurred from the tears filling up my eyes.

She looked as though she was about to cry. Soon, Pansy and Luna come down the stairs and looks at Narcissa then to me.

"Are you ready?" Pansy asks, looking at me with a concerned look.

"Yeah." I walk towards Pansy but I stop to look behind me. "Bye Narcissa." A tear escapes my hold and I turn away before more tears escape.