Forbidden touch

~It's all going to be okay~

"Narcissa, lovely to see you." I look back to see Narcissa standing in the dimly lit alleyway wearing a lace corset top and black pants. She looks beautiful yet all I can think about is how she looks underneath those clothes.

I shake my head to stop the not so innocent thoughts coming up and walk towards her.

"And to you too. You look..." She pauses to look me up and down, capturing every inch of my body. "Beautiful." Her eyes meet mine with intensity blazing in them.

"So do you." I now take my time to look at her body, letting my eyes roam around her curves and up until our eyes meet once more.

"Well, are you ready?" She smiles at me, her cheeks glowing red.

"I believe so." Narcissa reaches her hand out and I grab it.

Soon enough we're standing in a different alleyway in London. Once we smooth out our clothes, we start walking to a local cafe that Narcissa recommended.

After we order some tea, and Narcissa refuses to pay, we find a seat facing the busy town.

I look down at my tea, steam rising up and into the atmosphere. I look up to see people walking from one place to another under the cloudy sky.

"So, how have you been?" Narcissa asks.

"I've been better. How have you been?" All I want is to skip the small talk and actually get to the point but I don't want to be rude.

"I've also been better. So-" I interrupt her.

"Narcissa, I don't want to be rude and I don't mean to interrupt you but can we please skip the small talk and actually get to the point of us meeting." I say with an attitude I did not mean to appear.

"Okay, you wanted to meet so please, tell me why. Tell me everything you've been thinking about."

I was shocked, I didn't know where to start and I was also not expecting her to say that.

"Well, you've been occupying my mind ever since that night Draco caught us. I tried to get you out of my head by reading and focusing on school and hanging out with my friends but you would just stay there. You wouldn't move. And every time my mind would wander off or it got too quiet, I would only see you and only hear your voice." I Stopped to catch my breath and get a quick glimpse of her. She was beautiful and looked as though she was really listening, like I was telling her a story. "It was even worse at night. Once I closed my eyes all I thought about was you and our memories we shared together. Our first time together, our first kiss, the first time we ever just simply grazed hands. It drove me insane to the point where I hardly let myself sleep. Eventually when Draco and I spoke, it got better, you sort of left my mind for a bit. And then I wrote that letter to you after ignoring every letter you wrote to me. I'm sorry about that by the way, I just couldn't face seeing your handwriting. But here we are now." I stop talking and look up at her to see one single tear fall down her cheek. I almost reached out to brush it off of her soft skin but I realized we are in public and that would look a bit odd to others.

"Narcissa." We sat in silence for what felt like ages. That was until I got scared of the silence between us, so I broke it.

"Yes," She clears her throat "Sorry, that was just a lot to take in." She blinks and another stray tear rolls down her cheek.

"I'm sorry, maybe this wasn't a good idea. I think I'm going to leave. I'm sorry again." I grab my stuff and walk out of the café and run to the alley where we came from.

Once I'm away from everybody, tears come pouring out, I feel as though I can't breath, like I'm suffocating.

Suddenly, I hear footsteps coming from the end of the alley and I quickly pull myself together the best I can. I look to my left to see Narcissa, her heels tapping on the ground with every step she takes. And for some reason I find that sound comforting.

"Come here." She grabs my hand with her cold one and pulls me into her embrace.

Her hands are always cold no matter what the weather is, I've come to realize that. Draco's are like that as well.

I let myself cry in her arms while she rubs my back and plays with my hair. Once I calm down somewhat, she pulls my head back to face hers and looks me in the eyes,

"It's going to be okay." She whispers into my mouth as she kisses me softly and passionately.

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(I suggest listening to old lady by the Lumineers.)

After Narcissa and I finished our tea, we went back to the Malfoy manor. Draco was at school and Lucius was nowhere to be found.

We drank a glass of red wine together while sitting by the dancing fire with my legs on top of hers and her hand resting on my thigh.

Everything felt okay. Everything was okay. I was okay. I felt as though I could finally breathe and this is where I belong.

"Knightly," Narcissa spoke and I looked up at her. "I want to tell you that I love you, I truly do love you."

"And I truly love you. More than you could ever know." I smile and she smiles in return.

"I also want to tell you that you mean the world to me, and I want to wait for you. I'm going to divorce Lucius and I am going to wait for you. I will wait when you finish school and we can get our own place out in the country or wherever you want to live and you can go to college and when you come home, I will be there waiting for you to walk into the front door to give you a big hug and kiss. I want you Knightly, and only you."

I can feel tears flowing down my face but for once, they aren't sad tears, they're happy tears. "That's all I want Narcissa." I look at her and smile. She pulls me close to her and kisses the top of my head as we watch the fire dance and listen to the rain hit the windows. 

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Hello to all of my 2,000 readers!! I would like to say thank you so much for getting me to 2k I think that's amazing and I'm so grateful for every single one of you. Sadly, this is the last chapter to this fanfiction. I'm so sorry it's taken me so long to write this, I've just been going through some things. But I would like to say thank you again. 

I may write a sequel to this a little later on about Narcissa and Knightly's life together but I do have some other things in mind. but thank you again and I truly do hope you guys enjoyed this fanfiction!!