Forbidden touch

~I am so utterly in love with you~

I stand outside of Narcissa's door, my palms are sweaty and every breath I take shakes. I did what she told me. I'm only wearing her robe with nothing underneath which makes me even more nervous.

As I'm about to knock on the door, Narcissa opens the door and drags me into her room.

"Listen, if this is you breaking up with me, I completely understand. I just want you to listen to what I have to say. That's all and then I can leave." She says nothing, just watches me. "Narcissa please, say something." I beg.

"Keep begging, I like that." A smirk rises and I'm filled with anger and relief.

"Excuse me?" My jaw drops, I really can't tell whether I'm annoyed with her or I'm relieved that she isn't breaking up with me yet.

"You heard me, keep begging." She licks her lips as she looks me up and down.

"Are you fucking kidding me right now? I came here thinking you were going to end things with me, to make me leave right away. What the fuck-" But I'm interrupted as Narcissa pushes me up against the door, her hand around me throat and her face inches away from mine.

"I'm not ending things with you. Now, stop with the attitude and take the robe off." She looks me deep into my eyes.

I do as I'm told. I untie the robe until I'm standing naked in the middle of her room. My mind is full of confusion but I don't bother saying anything. I'm just glad Narcissa isn't ending things with me.

"Now, go sit on the bed." She says and I make my way to the black silk bed sheets. "I want you to listen to me very very carefully okay?" I nod my head yes. "Since you slept with Lucius, I want to make sure you know who fucks you the best. You are not allowed to move until I say you can, you are not allowed to speak until I say you can. But I want you to moan and scream as loud as you can. Okay?" And I nod my head once more. "No, I want to hear you say yes." She steps closer to me now.

"Yes." I look up at her. Her eyes are dark with hunger and anger.

"Good. Now don't speak until I tell you my love." She gets down on her knees and kisses me hard.

She starts making her way down to my neck, leaving marks all the way down to my waist. She then starts kissing my inner thighs and I let a soft moan escape from my lips.

"I've hardly begun and you're already moaning. So cute." And all of a sudden, her mouth meets my heat and I suck in a deep breath. Her tongue hits all the right spots and I start moaning a bit louder. She slides her fingers inside me and I buck my hips. Suddenly she stops what she's doing and I open my eyes to see her licking her fingers.

"Remember what I said, Knightley. No moving" And I nod my head yes.

She then continues and I begin to moan louder. "Good girl." She whispers between my thighs and a shiver goes up my spine. My legs start to shake as her tongue continues to lick and her fingers continue to go in and out of me.

"Fuck..." I whimper and then Narcissa stops once more.

"Not yet my love, not yet." She walks away into the bathroom and I hear the shower turn on. "Come in here."
And so, I get up from her bed and follow her into the bathroom. I watch her as she strips in front of me. I'm instantly mesmerized by her beautiful body.

I remember the first time I saw her naked body and I was speechless. No matter her age, she is beautiful.

She steps into the shower and holds her hand out for me and I lay my palm in hers. I step into the shower, she turns me around so that I'm now under the water.

"I want you to know that Lucius, or anybody for that matter will never love you the way I do. Do you understand?" Her voice is soft, she looks me in my eyes and I can tell that she's being sincere.

"Yes." I look back into her eyes. I feel the warm water running down my body, soaking my hair.

"Good." She says and then she kisses me passionately. She kisses me until my back is up against the cool tile wall. "Now, you can talk." And as she says this, her fingers slide up inside of me and my breath is instantly taken away.

I put my right leg up, resting on her hip as her fingers go in and out of me. She continues to kiss me, she kisses me until our kisses get all messy. She then begins to kiss my neck, leaving marks all the way down to my collar bone.

She leaves a trail of hickeys down my stomach and then her face is in between my thighs and I throw my head back in pleasure. I run my hands through her wet hair, moaning her name when her tongue hits the right spot which sends a bolt of electricity throughout my body.

"Fuck, Narcissa... I'm going to cum." I try to make out but once I say it, my body starts to shake uncontrollably, my legs begin to give away so she catches me. She lifts me up and rests my legs on her shoulders as she continues to eat me out. Her tongue hitting all the right places.

"Narcissa!" I feel myself orgasm, coming inside her mouth.

She lets go of my legs, I try to make myself stand, my legs shaking uncontrollably. She turns the water off and steps out of the shower to bring me a towel.

"You're beautiful my love." She says as she wraps a towel around me and then herself. "I've always wanted to do that with you in the shower." She smiles as we walk hand in hand back to her bedroom.

"I have too." I smile back.

We lie in her bed, our bodies naked and tangled together. I rest my head on her chest, rising and falling as she breathes in and out. Her hand running through my hair, undoing any knots. The only sound we could hear are the crickets and cicadas outside.

"I love you Narcissa, and I don't think I could ever love anybody else. I'm so sorry I did what I did, I regret it so much." My voice is soft when I speak, tired even.

"Don't worry darling; I know you love me, it was a mistake and everybody makes mistakes." She says.

"Yes, everybody makes mistakes." I whisper.

There was more silence for a little while, that was until Narcissa broke it.

"I think I may truly be in love with you. I used to think love was like when I was with Lucius, but now that I think about it, it wasn't love at all. With you, I now know what true love is."

"Narcissa, I am so utterly in love with you. I've never felt this way before with anybody. It's like, when I'm with you, the world feels so much more magical than it really is. When I'm with you, it feels like there's nobody else in the world but us." I smile to myself.

"I feel the exact same way." She whispers.

And at some point, I close my eyes and dream about the life Narcissa and I will have together some day. 

I am so sorry it has taken me so long to publish a new chapter. I will try to post more frequently, I've just been a bit busy. But, I hope you enjoyed this chapter and the cute and wholesome ending.