Forbidden touch

~I promise~

I wake up to find a sleeping Lucius to my left. All of a sudden, all of the memories of last night came back in my mind like a slideshow. I get up anxiously and throw on my robe and make my way to my bedroom, hoping nobody is up and in the kitchen.

I look around the corner to see that nobody was in the kitchen so I hurried up the stairs and into my room where I locked the door and slid to the floor, my back against the door and tears started pouring down my face.

"Where were you?" I hear a voice coming from my bed. I open my eyes to see Narcissa laying in the middle of my bed.

"Oh... um." I get up, wiping my tears off my cheeks and look at her. I don't bother walking towards her; one of the reasons is because I cheated on her with her husband and if I get close enough to her I know I will break down. The other reason is because of Lucius. I can now hardly move my legs, reminding me of what I did.

"Don't answer, it's okay. I know where you were, I just wanted to see if you would lie to me. Luckily you didn't but then again you hardly said a word." She sits up slowly and crosses her legs, her eyes staring at me, but I can't make myself look at her.

"I'm so sorry Narcissa. I wish I had a good excuse but I don't and I feel horrible. I hate myself for what I did. I think I may pack my things and stay at..." Tears were rushing down my face, but I was interrupted by Narcissa's cool hands brushing away my tears.

"I just want to know one thing." She puts her thumb on my chin and tilts my head back so I am now looking at her, tears filling my eyes. "Is he better than me?"

I'm taken by surprise. The tears stopped and I looked at her, backing away from her touch. "Wait, what?" I asked, incredibly confused.

"Don't play dumb with me Knightley. It isn't cute on you. Is he better than me in bed?" Her eyes are dark, dark with either anger or hunger, or both.

"I- I'm confused Narcissa. Why aren't you mad? Why aren't you freaking out?" I ask, as she takes a step forward as I take one back until my back hits the door and she's inches away from my face.

"Oh, I am angry. Very fucking angry. But what I want to know is, when he touches you, does your body do the same thing it does when I touch you. Just a simple touch, like my hand grazing your arm," I feel her fingers gently graze my arm, barely touching it but it still sends electricity throughout my body. "And when he kisses you, does your body want to fall to the ground because your knees are beginning to go weak like when I kiss you." As she says this, she gently presses her lips on mine, and like she said, my knees almost give out from just a small kiss from her. "And, does he make you want to scream so loudly when you're about to climax? Do you want to scream his name, or mine Knightley. Please, I would love to know." Her hand is now around my throat, her lips only an inch away from mine.

"Yours. I want to scream yours." I whisper. Her eyes staring directly into mine.

"That's what I thought. Now go take a shower and get his stench off of you; Then, meet me in my room tonight at 12:00 okay? And wear nothing but my robe." She takes her black satin robe off to show that she is wearing nothing but a silk black nightgown that barely reaches her mid thigh. She lets go of my throat and opens the door. I stay by the door, listening to the sound of her heels getting quieter the further she walks away.

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I stay in my room most of the day. I didn't want to see Lucius or Draco. I was also very anxious for tonight with Narcissa. I didn't eat breakfast or lunch, by the time dinner was rolling around, my stomach was begging for food to the point where I felt extremely sick.