Forbidden touch

~Love, Narcissa~

 Pansy, Luna, and I spent the last few days of spring break wondering the empty halls of Hogwarts, exploring the grounds, sneaking into the kitchens late at night and eating more food than we could handle.

Sometimes, Pansy and Luna wanted to spend some time alone so I would go to the library and read, I read until the sky was dark and the birds were no longer singing.

Today is the day everybody comes back. Today is the day Draco comes back. I'm absolutely terrified to see him. Pansy told me she would be by my side through everything and would not leave me no matter what Draco says to me.

But I just can't help but think, what if she ends up leaving me. Then I'll be all alone with nobody to talk to.

"Hello, Knightly are you there?" Pansy is waving her hand in front of my face giggling with Luna.

"Sorry, what is it?" I set my book down on the old wooden table and look at Pansy and Luna, standing side by side.

"I was saying I'm going to spend the night in Luna's dorm tonight if that's okay with you."

I put on a fake smile and nod, "Yeah of course, have fun you two." I wink at them and they walk away laughing.

I'm left alone in the quiet library with nobody around.

I walk up to my dorm, my hands gliding across the railing of the stairs, my thoughts wondering. Once I get to my empty room, I sit on my bed and let my thoughts take over me.

I start crying, letting the tears fall across my face and down to the blanket. It feels nice to cry, to let it all out. I reach over to my nightstand and pull out two letters from Narcissa.

Knightly,

4-2-98

1:40 am

I miss you. I miss you more than you could ever imagine. I hate how we left things.

Draco hasn't spoken to me yet; it's only been a day though. I don't regret kissing you that night, or any other night. When I'm with you, I feel younger and free. You make me feel how people hear a beautiful and their soon to be favorite song for the first time. You make me feel like fireworks exploding into the starry night sky. Merlin knightly, you make me feel so many things at once and I hardly know how to express them.

Anyways, please right back.

                                                                      Love,

                                                                                                          Narcissa.

Knightly,

2-5-98

12:00pm

Again, I miss you. Draco finally talked to me. He's hurt, very hurt by both me and you. No surprise there though. He woke up the other night and I was still up and we just talked. I told him how I felt about you, I told him you never meant to hurt him. He doesn't quite forgive me yet but he wants to talk to you when he gets back.

I miss you. I miss hearing your voice, I wish you would write back.

                                                                                        Love,

                                                                                                                        Narcissa.

A/N: Okay, this is insane! I am at #1 in Narcissa!!! I would just like to thank everybody who has read this and has voted for this and commented, it means the absolute world to me, you guys have no idea! It may be a little hard for me to post sometimes because of work and also mental illness but I will try to post more frequently! But if you guys have any suggestions or what you want to see, please please please comment! 

Okay, I love you all and thank you so much again!! <3 <3