08 - 08
Aviah Marie Arce
2:49 a.m.
Paisley:
nakauwi ka na?
Paisley:
chat me back if nakauwi ka na
2:50 a.m.
Aviah:
yeah, I'm sorry nagshower muna ako saglit
Aviah:
do you need something to tell me?
Aviah:
are you fine?
Paisley:
honestly, I don't know
Aviah:
pansin ko nga
Aviah:
you were always spacing out earlier
Aviah:
kung hindi ka pa tatawagin or kakalabitin hindi ka makakausap
Aviah:
is this about Ynex?
Paisley:
I really want to hug him earlier
Paisley:
but I'm kinda shy and scared?
Paisley:
I don't know
Aviah:
the girls are asking me nga kanina if okay ka lang daw kasi they feel na you're not okay
Aviah:
scared? scared of what?
Paisley:
when our gaze met earlier, I don't know but I saw a glint of hate?
Aviah:
why?
Aviah:
wala ka namang ginawang masama before and after siyang umalis
Aviah:
you were always crying because of him, so what's with the hate thingy?
Paisley:
I don't know either
Paisley:
I miss him so much, Iya
Paisley:
so much that it hurts me
Paisley:
I really want to talk to him
Paisley:
ask him if he's fine
Paisley:
if he's hurting
Paisley:
if... if we're still okay
Paisley:
there's so many question going on in my head and he's the only one who can answer all of it
Paisley:
I miss him, Iya and I know that of all people kayong lima ang mas nakakaalam kung gaano ko siya gustong maramdamang muli
Paisley:
the thing that keeps me sane is the thought that he will come back
Paisley:
come back to me again
Paisley:
and of course kayong anim and my family
Paisley:
but I have this feeling that it will never happen again
Paisley:
he's near but yet so far
Paisley:
I really don't know what to do before when he was away
Paisley:
how much more na we're breathing the same polluted air?
Aviah:
okay, okay
Aviah:
calm down
Aviah:
I know you're already tired for all the things that happened today
Aviah:
I know it's already too much for you to handle
Aviah:
we'll talk about this again tomorrow
Aviah:
for now, we should take a rest first, okay?
Aviah:
nagpakasunduan namin na pumunta riyan sa inyo bukas
Aviah:
actually, mamaya na pala 'yon 'cause it's already midnight
Aviah:
you're not alone, okay?
Aviah:
always remember that you'll never walk alone, okay?
Paisley:
thank you so much
Paisley:
I don't know what to do without y'all
Paisley:
I don't think I will survive those months that he's not here
Aviah:
we are always here for you
Aviah:
we should sleep na
Aviah:
always remember that we love you
Paisley:
and I love you all too
Paisley:
thank you for everything
Paisley:
see you tomorrow❤️
Aviah:
see you❤️
