It's not you it's me

Chapter 12

*Alice's P.O.V.*

Waking up in pain, mascara running down my face, and bruises on my skin was not how I planned to wake up. It was from the events of last night that caused me to wake up in a depressing mood and act like if I had a fucked up mind and a look that said " no I'm not okay but I'm going to say that I am and act like I am so that you could walk away and not bother me" but even if my mood mind and appearance were like that, the people around me won't take that for shit and they will continue to fuck with me even though I'm already fucked up in every way. I slowly got up from my bed and sat facing down, I didn't know what to do, my body was on fire and my mouth was too dry to even hiss in pain. I back tracked that incident from last night and that's when those thoughts came back. Those thoughts that solemnly ate its way into my brain and controlled my every move it even controlled my breathing even when all I wanted to do was suffocate in my own blood.

I walked towards the bathroom, and looked at myself. My lip was swollen and the blood on my head was dry I could see the cut from where it was dripping out of. My skin was blue black purple I could even see yellow in between those bruises the cuts on my skin...they looked the same as always but to me they looked worse moving my body made me want to cry my hands were shaking and my throat was hoarse even if I didn't speak I know if I did I wouldn't sound the same and that's what made me stay silent. Tears formed in my eyes and fell down my cheeks I didn't wipe them off I let them fall. The blade was right there in front of me I thought to myself if I should do it but then again I always did it. I grabbed it and sliced my skin as deep as I could until I realized I hit a vein and tried to make the bleeding stop. My body hurt but I tried my best to stop the bleeding, I could hear my phone ringing in my room but the dizziness took over and soon I felt a hard impact and a voice that made me think that God has finally spoken to me and is taking me to where I belong, I opened my eyes and saw a figure. It looked familiar but the darkness took over and I welcomed it with a smile and whispered " I'm going home" I heard sirens and blacked out before I could even try and listen to what was going on.

*Skylars P.O.V.*

I didn't know what happened, I woke up on the floor in pain. I looked around and saw the living room messy but Atticus was gone. "What happened" I said to myself as I began to stand up. I looked around trying to figure out what happened until I felt this pain in my chest like if I was dying....suddenly I looked up and ran to my phone and dialed Alice's number. "I hope she's alive cmon Alice answer please please" I said as the phone kept ringing, I threw it on the bed when it went to voicemail, the pain began to increase in my chest, this is what we feel when our mates are in pain or even in danger our chests begin to hurt then soon we suffer. I grabbed a bag of blood from the fridge so that it could ease the pain but once it was empty the pain got worse so I decided to go and check on her. I ran to the car and drove as fast as I could I didn't even knock on the door I just ran straight in and looked for her room, when I found it I saw that her bed was empty and phone was on the drawer "where is she" I whispered to myself as I clutched my chest. I suddenly heard a sound like if someone just fell and saw a door that was shut but I was still able to see some light coming from the inside. I ran and opened it,I regret doing it because I saw her on the floor dying, blood was everywhere which caused my fangs to pop out tears fell down my eyes as I kneeled next to her and pleaded for her to wake up, I grabbed my phone and dialed 911 and told them everything, I hung up the phone and held her. "What happened Alice why did you do it" I cried and cried until I heard the sirens from outside the front door busted opened and soon the paramedics came in.

"Sir you have to let go" one of them said to me

I shook my head I didn't want to

"You have to unless you don't want her to live" he said to me, I looked at him and gave her to him. I watched them take her away and put her into the ambulance.

I didn't know what to do or say. I couldn't feel. My heart felt so empty and hurt because she was dying and I couldn't do anything about it. I just felt useless I walked away from the window and stood in the middle of her room. I know he was the cause of this.

And he's going to pay, I felt my anger building up which caused my fangs to pop out and eyes turn black. Soon I heard the front door open and close.

Get ready. Hell will be released. You will pay for your actions. And I will not have mercy on you.