It's not you it's me

Knowing me

Hi, my name is Alice Rose. I'm 18 and currently enrolled in Heart Lock High School, I'm a senior and I can't wait to get out of this hell hole. Everyday I am constantly being bullied because of how I dress, and because of my music taste. I'm not your ordinary preppy chick, actually I am way beyond that, my style is emo and goth. Yeah, you're probably wondering why I'd rather be like this than something else, well to tell you the truth I actually prefer to be an outcast than to be a slutty teenager. Kind of like the girls at my school. Especially the cheerleaders, they have sex with like every hot guy they see, maybe even nerds, but that's only if they want them to do their homework and if they need to force them well, there goes the knee bending. Makes me sick.

My family, well, I can't consider them family when all we do is fight. You see, before my mom met John our lives were perfect. No man in the house, just us. We always baked together, watched movies, had nice walks, we even went on vacations together. But that all stopped when she met him. At first John was a very good guy, he was basically one of those father figures in the beginning but later on he just got worse and that's when the drinking began and then the abusement my mother just thought of it as nothing that he was just upset or it was just an accident but later on it became something, something that not even I could stop because if I did I would get a beating and then my mother would get a worse one. Till this day she sees it as nothing even if I tell her that we should leave when he's not around she disagrees with the plan and says she loves him and that he loves her but is having a hard time showing it at the moment. After that, I just gave up on reasoning with her and left her to do what she thought was right and just kept to myself since.

I would tell you more but I guess as you read this story you'll find out more about me. See ya.