My therapist. ~irwin~

30. Not perfect but happy.

I drive as fast as I can down to the cafe and find a parking space. I lock my car walking down to the cafe, I pull the door open, feeling the hot gush of warm air hit my skin and the wonderful scent of coffee.

I sit down pulling my journal out while I wait for my tea.

~2nd March~

Ashton's gone. The man who I've fallen for has gone, I just wish I wasn't so stupid.

I never actually said goodbye properly.

I seriously would do anything to go back and tell him. I wish he didn't leave the flaming country.

Somehow I thought he would be in this cafe, waiting for me. Who am I kidding? I cant expect him to wait, I couldn't keep stringing him around like I used to do with other guys.

That makes me sound like a really bad person. Looking at it now, I wouldn't change anything, things are like this for a reason. I guess I deserve it.

Amelia.

Iclose the journal and thank the waitress for the tea and sigh leaning back relaxing. The café is empty and the skies are grey, I sip my tea and close my eyes listening to the rain drops hit the glass, the coffee machine making coffee and the laughter of some people around the cafe.

The door swing open, hearing the rain more clearly, the door being closed behind and the heavy foot steps that fill my ears.

I miss him so much, it physically hurts.

"I'd like the usual." His voice echoes in my mind. I feel a tall figure stand in front of me.

My eyes flutter open and I frown looking at him in front of me. Is this a dream? I pinch myself a few times feeling a sharp pain from it.

"Have I got something on my face?" He asks running his hand over his face.

I giggle shaking my head. "What are you doing here? You should be on your plane." I meet his hazel blue green eyes.

"Lia, I need to tell you thruth." His lips form a thin line.

"About what?" I frown.

"I'm not moving to New York." He pauses. "I don't even know where you got that idea from." He laughs lightly. "I just went with it because I quit my job to be with you and didn't know how to tell you." He breathes out.

"I..." Oh my gosh, that day dream. I must of.. Shit now he is going to think I'm off my mind. "I had a day dream of you telling me you were going to new york and I think when I walked into that glass door it may have affected me but I swear I'm not crazy." I laugh nervously.

"Alright..." He laughs.

"Wait you quit your job?" I frown asking. "To be with me." I put my hand on my chest. "I cant believe this."

"I'm in love with you, Lia." He pauses. "I just loved how cute you were, I loved being there for you. I never felt like this with anyone else who has therapy with me." He smiles. "I knew it would be weird dating your therapist, so I quit." He admits.

"I'm sorry, how I've acted was so bad." I sob. "I just, I have no idea what got into me." I half smile.

He sits by me pulling me into a hug, rubbing my back in circles to comfort me.

"I loved your gift by the way." He whispers.

I laugh lightly pulling away. "I think I was going crazy because I finally told someone about Jane and didn't want it to be true." I smile.

"I know." His hand caresses my cheek.

"Sorry I broke the glass in the frame yesterday." I laugh wiping my tears.

"Its okay." He pulls me closer, cupping my cheeks, his soft lips brush mine, he kisses me pulling me closer to him.

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