My therapist. ~irwin~

11. Date.

-"Could you stop." I say to Jas.
She glares at me and then smiles.

-"Why do you hide these designs?" She goes through my new designs.

-"I don't hide them, they are new." I simply say trying to focus on the room they want decorated for someones 18th birthday.

-"They are pretty cool." Excuse you, I don't think pretty cool is the words you want to use for my pretty amazing designs, I wish I could high five her, in the face, with a brick.

I only hate because everything was going spot on with Ashton and then her pretty face shows up and ruins everything.

-"I have it, the design is simple but sophisticated." I say showing her how it will be.

-"Can I?" She asks wanting to change a few things.

I nod letting her change some details. I cringe at some for being over the top or not being nothing to do with the theme.

-"There." She pauses. -"It looks better now." She gets up walking towards her stuff. -"I got to go but after lunch we can go see these people for the designs." She winks at me which puts me off sightly and walks off.

I sigh sitting back in my chair. I pull out the designs and go over them, grabbing the iPad the decoration is on I start editing some of the stuff she handed which personally I hate.

...

I check the time. Its gone five, I lift my head to see most of everyone gone.

Shit I better get home or I wont be ready when Luke picks me up at 8 for our date.

I shove my stuff neatly in my bag and walk of the lift.

Jasmine is a liar, she said she would be back to see the design for the people. I went myself and met the people, nice parents. They were excited for her birthday because she moves out the same day.

I showed them both designs, obviously they liked mine more.

We decorate what seems to be an old gym but it will look nice when I'm done with it.

Literally running into my house, I hurry up stairs to shower and get ready.

~6th January.~

I missed Therapy this week. I think I was too busy with my new designs to even remember.

I also forgot to have lunch. I was trying to change Jas's design a bit without it looking like it was over the top, I gave up in the end so I went on to other clients for what they wanted.

I've had a busy week.

I cant stop thinking about Ashton, I miss him. I wont miss therapy, next week but I don't think I need therapy anymore. I miss Jane, I always will but thats the normal part of finally learning and understanding that they are gone.

Oh and I have feelings for Ashton but what is he going to see in me? I've been doing therapy for 2 years! 2 years to heal from my best friends death.

I'll just leave therapy next week and I wont see him again so..

I better go, Luke is picking me in 5.

Amelia.

...

-"Gosh." I look around the place wishing I would have chosen something more appropriate for this place, as in I wish I wore something more posh because this place looks bloody expensive.

-"Reservation for Mr. Luke Hemmings." Luke says and I frown.

The waiter smiles leading us to a table and we sit.

I still have the frown and my face, I try to shake it off before Luke notices but it doesn't dissapear.

-"Whats wrong?" He asks.

-"Your name, Hemmings? I thought it was Carter, like your mother Cater." I raise my brow.

-"That my mothers new name, she got married recently, Hemmings is my Fathers name." He sighs.

-"Oh." I nod. -" I did not know that." He smile. -"Why didn't you tell me?" I ask.

-"I just didn't think of it." He smiles taking a sip of his beer.

-"Your parents divorced?" My jaw drops. -"Why?" I ask.

-"It happens." He rubs the back if his neck. -"Enough of me, tell me about you?" He smiles.

-"I'd rather not." I try to change the subject. -"Theres nothing to tell."

He sighs smiling. -"Oh c'mon, a beautiful girl like you in this city, gotta be some story behind it, right?" He smirks.

-"You are right." I raise my brows. -"But my story is not to be told." I smirk back.

-"Why not?" He smiles. -"I think I could change that." He winks at me. I blush looking away.

-"How can you be so sure of yourself?" I laugh.

-"Oh trust me." He smiles. -"I know what I'm doing." He drinks from his glass.

I laugh nervously while watching him. This man is pretty interesting I must say, I think I like him.

...

-"Let me walk you to your door." He laughs getting out of the car.

I cant stop but I'm care free, Maybe I had too much to drink. Thinking about this is giving me a headache.

-"You dont have to walk me to my door." I laugh trying to walk in a straight line.

-"Oh shush your cake hole." He laughs.
I raise my brow looking at him while searching for my keys.

-"I've had like the best night ever." I laugh.

-"Really?" He chuckles. -"We should do it again soon." He smiles.

I laugh. -"Yeah." I cant seem to stop laughing. -"Sorry." I pause covering my mouth. -"Wine makes me laugh. Like a lot." I smile.

-"Its nice. To hear your laugh." He leans into me while I blush terrible.

-"I've had so much fun, Mia." He gets closer. -"I hope you, I can see you again." I bite my lip.

Leaning forward to kiss me, he stops licking his lips.

He goes to kiss me but I turn my head to the side, his lips touching my cheek.