I put in my head phones while I wait for Ashton. I have his gift in this bag, I have my warm hot tea and my journal.
Clicking onto a playlist named favourites, summer love starts playing by One Direction, I relax while listening to the song.
~1st March~
Last day with Ashton, this is going to be hard for me. I'm not ready to let go yet.
I haven't got much to write because all my brain is telling me is don't cry, don't cry, don't cry.
I wish he wasn't leaving.
Amelia.
I probably should have offered to pick Ashton up from his place since he hasn't got a car. Oops?
Letting out a sigh, I watch that messy haired guy I've fallen for walk into the cafe. His smile widens looking at me and walks over to order his coffee.
"Hey." He smiles sitting down in front of me.
"Hi." I smile. "How are you today?" I ask.
"Fine." He smiles. "You?" He asks.
"Good." I nod. "You're not nervous?" I frown.
"About what?" He raises his brow.
"About moving to New York." I chuckle nervously.
"Oh right! Yes, I mean no. Not nervous." He says looking pretty nervous.
"Alright." I giggle. I sip my tea and smile watching he take out off his leather jacket. "I like your jacket." I smile.
"So do I." He nods. "I don't want you to be upset." He says.
I frown once again. "Upset about what?" I question.
"About me leaving." He smirks.
"Well I wont promise anything." I smile.
"So what will you do?" He asks.
"What do you mean?" I frown.
"As in, what will you do at the weekends?" He meets my gaze.
"I will go to new places, meet new people." I say.
"Thats a good idea." He nods. "New friends." He sips on his coffee.
"Yeah.." I mumble hearing the door from the cafe open.
Glancing over, Jas's face pops up."Hey Ash." She chirps.
What the hell is she doing here.
"Jas." he says looking at me. "What are you doing here?" He asks.
I raise my brow watching her. She grins evilly. "Well I came to see you."
Lia calm, Lia calm. Dont let her get to you.
"Is that right, Ashton?" I smirk.
"Lia, I-" he's cut off by Jas.
"Hmm I think I'll go order a frappé." She smiles and walks off sassily.
"You know what? I'm done with Jas." I stand up. "I'm done with your gift." I pick up the bag and drop it to the floor, hearing a smash. "And I'm done with you." I walk out of the cafe, Ashton following behind me.
"Lia, c'mon" he pleads. "I didn't know she was going to be here." He says. "Please stay." He begs.
"Goodbye Ashton." I get in my car and fasting my seat belt. I turn the engine on and pull out of the parking lot.
I look in the mirror and see Ashton still standing in his same spot, running his hands through his hair.God damn it, Lia.
Helloo lovely's
Next chapter will be the last)': I really liked writing this soooo I'm going to do another book but with Ashton's Point of view about how he feels in the future with Lia. I'm still thinking about the name for it but I have a few ideas. I hope you have enjoyed the story so far and thanks for reading I really appreciate it. Ily guyss x
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FanficMy therapist's name is Ashton. And I've fallen in love with him. Written in 2015