[Clarity is clear to see]
Can I forgive my sins or shall I die in vain
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@ RUNNER UP ON THE FAST FOOD AWARDS
Jodie navigates a world shrouded in uncer...
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19:30 pm
I ask myself ' What can possibly go wrong when everything seems to go as planned.'
Probably I jinxed the probability as my ears and eyes weren't functioning well. I can't breathe nor see anything clearly.
I can't feel the pain anymore for some reason I'm choking on something. The question is I feel lighter and a bit free as muffled voices kept whispers softly, a bit eerie, but I can't help but find comfort in it.
So this is how death feels like.
Earlier today 9:34 am
Seated waiting for the lecture to start. I find myself lost in my own thoughts that I didn't realize the professor projected a PowerPoint presentation.
Yesterday I felt unease just like today, yet it is a bit worse as things seems too good to be true. I couldn't sleep at all even by forcing myself to sleep had failed me, but what Lorenzo said hit a nerve when he has the audacity to remark who I fuck.
It's creepy and very strange for a grown man to seen disappointed to who I actually sleep with.
It not like I had some kind of relationship with him.
"Earth to Jodie " Xander whispers to my ear.
"Can you be less annoying." I said.
My mutual feelings seem to be less hateful on him ,more like they are growing to actually like him again.
Or is it I find him less lustful since my relationship with Ian is going well. I mean we are making progress with this 'no sex thing' and knowing each other can make a relationship work
So we aren't official ,but we maybe have a chance to be. Even though some of my at "Don't tell me you forgot about the the game."
Oh shit! Right that's today's makes since why today is quite crowded. Not to mention Amanda will be here today which is quite cute and very. It's still awkward if I'm thinking of it, either way I don't give a damn since I am after all single
"My benefits of going to wish you luck is after Satan conquered the world." I smiled genuinely, I stare back looking ahead as the professor kept talking.
"Touché." He cleared his throat.
"Promise me one thing Xander make sure your private investigator does his end." I said
