denying to talk

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it was mileven only today, meaning just finn and millie on set.

finn was excited about it but millie on the other hand was not. as much as she wanted to talk to finn again and maybe even be friends with him, she's scared he'll hurt her again.

no, she wasn't mad over the 'breakup' like everyone thought, she was mad that after it he ignored all her calls and texts and then within 2 weeks, he got a new girlfriend.

that's what truly destroyed her.

finn knows that something in the mix hurt her but it wasn't his fault, he had no choice in this because robert said he had to do this.

it just sucks more that millie knows nothing about this matter and thinks that finn is that bad guy in this situation.

"millie, we're here." leo says

"o-oh. thanks." millie smiles softly, getting out of the car

she dumps the cigarette she had between her fingers on the ground, stomping on it and then heads to her trailer.

"ste- i mean, millie!" finn runs towards her once he gets out of his car

finn actually is still not allowed to hang out with millie but it's been 2 years and he's done with that shit. he lost his girlfriend, his best friend and he wants her back in his life more than anything.

"morning." she mutters

again, millie wanted to talk to him but she's scared to get hurt. she now has insane trust issues so if she does make the choice to hang out with finn again, she needs to think about her every step carefully.

"did you sleep well? i find atlanta's weather weird, it's like it can be cold and then so hot." he smiles

"cool." she nods

he notices her not usual self, "everything good?" he asks

"y-yeah, i'm fine. um, i have to go but i'll see you later." she hurries off as he sighs

"it was progress though." he mumbles

"hey sarah, are you busy?" millie opens the door to the makeup trailer

"not at all, what's up?" sarah smiles softly as millie locks the door

"can i talk to you then?" millie asks, sitting down as sarah nods

"of course. is something wrong?" sarah asks

"when you were younger, did you ever have this feeling like everything you do is never enough. like your parents just deserve better then what you give them?" millie asks, "or maybe just that at one point you... you just think about every decision you made and think that if you did something else that someone would finally be proud of you?"

"honey, what are you talking about? do you think people are not proud of you? everyone is! you are the most successful teen out there and i have watched you act since you were 10! i am so proud of you!" sarah exclaims with a smile

"but my parents aren't. what i do is never enough according to my dad and i just don't know what to do anymore. i don't know who i have anymore." millie whispers

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