"Harder please"I said throwing my head back in ecstasy
"You like that?"he said pounding deeper into me making me wetter and making much more of a mess.
"Yes oh my yes a million times yes"I said feeling close to my edge. For probably like that 4th time today.
"You close?"i panted
"Too deep too deep"I screamed before he could answer
"Right there is good?"he said moving and i nodded yes
"Yeah"he nodded as we came at the same time
Catching my breath and calming down.
"You're so fucking fine"he panted catching his breath.
I felt like crying. And when I tried to stop feeling like crying I bust into tears.
"Shit"I said rolling over into a ball.
"I went to hard or something?"he said confused
"I'm tired of feeling like this ughh. I hate crying everyday. Every day I cry and I can't help it it I just cry. I just wanna be happy again and it won't work. I didn't do anything for this to happen to me."I said throwing a temper tantrum kicking my feet under the covers uncontrollably
"Fee..why didn't you tell me"he said pulling me closer
"I didn't want to"i sniffled turning into his arms
"Plus it's nothing you can do about it" I said pessimistically
"Yes I can."he nodded pulling me into a harder hug
"Ow"i smiled softly and he hugged me tighter
"I just don't understand. Is it me? I'm the one who makes you want to cry?"
"No"I lied.
"Ur lying. I can tell"
"Sometimes. I just don't feel good enough. But most of the times it's not about you. Being with you makes me happier I'm not lying."I said feeling my tears dry up on my face. I hated that. But he was holding me so tight I couldn't wipe it
"I know telling you this isn't gonna help but you are good enough for me"
"I know. Thank you though"I said and he let me go. Somewhat.
"How long has this been happening"
"Ever since I got back home"
"You could've told me fee. I have medicine for that" he said making me shoot up
"Can I have some"
"We have to go see the doctor though. And you hate the doctor"he said making this face. I don't know how to explain it but he doesn't need to make that face anymore.
"Stop making that face"i laughed
"Ur kneeing tf outta my leg"
"Oh sorry"I said getting off him.
"If I smoke right no would you get mad at me"he asked raising his eyebrows.
"Yeah. I would"i nodded scrunching my face. He knows I don't like when he smokes cause what happened with my mom could happen to him.
"Fine"i nodded
"Thank you baby"he smiled getting up
"I want a Nintendo switch"
"You want something new everyday"
"No I don't?"
"Yesterday. "Oh T I want a cat. Oh t teach me how to play gta. But only drives. Oh T I want these shoes. Oh T let's get a trampoline. T let's get a projector so I can paint the walls in this room. Oh T I was this sailor moon costume cause Halloween is next month. Oh T I want a ring. Oh T oh T oh T"he said mocking me.
"I don't sound like that"I said getting up.
"You do."
"Okay whatever"I said cause he actually did sound like me but it's whatever.
Then the doorbell rung.
"What's that?"
"Food."he said standing waiting for me then grabbed my hand taking me down the stairs.
"I'll buy you it"he sighed pulling out his phone
"Matter fact you buy it."he said opening the door and handing me his phone.
"HIIII POLO WE LOVE YOU"some girls screamed
"How the fuck you find my address"
"We just moved in."the giggled getting on his property
"Step off my property. We ain't close like that"
"Hi..uhm hi"I said stepping in the door
They go quiet. Did me like that. Ok.
He put his hand on my face making me go blind basically and pushed me back in the house.
"Stop doing that"i muffled into his hand
"What you going to do honestly"he laughed so I licked his hand.
He took his hand off my face and stuck his finger in my mouth.
"Stop you horny weirdo."
"You already know" he laughed putting the food on the counter
"Quickie on the counter. It'll be fast"
"No not right now"
"Anyways I bought a rose gold Nintendo and I got the Mario gaming thing and animal crossing"I said happily.
"I'm not about to play build house with you. Just know that"he laughed opening the bag of food handing me mines and grabbing a fork from the dish washer.
"So remember about 30 minutes ago.."I smiled
"Ur not getting a hairless cat. I hate cats. If I ever got you one it'll be a kitten and not black or hairless. You don't need to learn how to play gta cause I guarantee you aren't gonna be interested."he said eating.
"Your shoes come in the 22nd. 5 days from now. We can get the trampoline from Walmart or any store honestly. I gotta find a projector first. I gotta approve the painting before you paint on these walls. We moving anyways and when we move I'll get you a private room in the house for that. Not my extra guest room."he expressed
"And... the sailor moon thing is coming October 3rd. The skirt is small or whatever so you wearing white leggin- your boobs look so good"he said abruptly
"Shut up oh my goddd"I whined laughing
"Did I lie?"
"Never"I said cockily
"Wait why are we moving"
"I don't know. I've been in this house since 2015. It's 2021. I'm tired of it to be honest"he shrugged
"Where is it gonna be"
"Probably up in Hollywood"he shrugged
"OH MY GOSH CHEESECAKE"I said looking in the bag
"Yeahhhh shit finna hit"he said grabbing it and grabbing a new clean fork.
"Come on"he said going to the movie
Maybe he does deserve pussy. Nah he gonna abuse it. I can't be sore.
A/n she ends up giving it to him but anyways to be continued.....
