" what are you doing" I whined because he woke me up to the sound of typing.
"the boss man said I gotta get Rapstar out before rolling loud."
"Whats Rapstar"
"New song"
"Mmhm" I rolled back over and went back to sleep
"When is rolling loud?"
"After Tour. So in 3 weeks."
"Dangggg" I yawned flipping the pillow to the cold side.
"Oh yeah! Speaking about that Tomorrow is when your starts"
"See you in 3 weeks then"
"You're coming with me" he laughed
"No, I'm not. I hate riding for long hours" I replied
"Why you got an attitude bruh." He pushed me
"I don't... I was just stating how I didn't want to be on the road for 3 weeks"
"Fine then. I'll book you a flight"
"Or I can literally just stay home. It's unnecessary money."
"Shut up Fiona and take your short ass to bed"
"Whatever Tremani" I bottled up under the cover and just watched YouTube out loud until I got tired and eventually went to bed.
Polo
"Why my girlfriend not answering my phone?" I grew angry and called my manager.
"Where is Fiona?"
"She's still asleep. We're still on the plane"
"How she not awake. It's 10."
"I don't know boss."
"I'm gonna FaceTime her phone and you pick up and just face it towards her"
"Okay Imma hangs up" he replied hanging up.
I'm not a bad boyfriend. I'm actually a really fucking good boyfriend. She said she didn't want to be on the road in a truck cause she gets car sick so I booked her a jet and in the middle of the night I put her on the plane.
I kissed her goodbye but she ain't fucking sleeping beauty. It's 10:14.
My manager and bodyguard are with her and now I'm just staring at her while she slept.
First was Miami. I was gonna be there a lot then Chicago then Louisiana then Memphis then back to Cali.
I recorded Rapstar and when I got out of the booth while we tweaked up the song I checked my phone and she hung up.
T💚
"Answer my calls weirdo🤣"
Bae💚
"Fuck you Tremani."
T💚
Excuse me?
Bae💚
.....
Then she stopped talking. Well texting
T💚
Answer me or you'll regret it.
Bae💚
I don't care.
Bae💚
You never take my feelings into consideration.
Bae💚
I said I didn't want to travel much because I've been feeling bad lately but no.
Bae💚
You ignored that.
Bae💚
You ignored my feelings.
Bae💚
But it's whatever.
Bae💚
I'm not trying to argue with you because I know you're busy.
Bae💚
I know it's your job.
Bae💚
But I'm tired of feeling sick and that always happens when we travel because of the weather change.
Bae💚
And I know it's all my fault and stuff because I'm the one who wanted to be with you and stuff but sometimes I just get sick of traveling.
Bae💚
And I'm sorry for bringing you down. You don't have to reply but this is just how I feel. And I know you had good intentions.
T💚
I'll talk to you later. I love you.....
Bae💚
I know you do T.
Ok, maybe I fucked up.
"You okay T?" My friend asked me and I nodded yes
"Yeah. I'm fine" I nodded.
I just wanted to be with her... I know I gotta take accountability now.
I fell asleep for a few minutes and then my manager texted saying something happened.
I called him back and he picked up instantly
"Why did your dumbass bring contraband on the plane Polo"
"My bad" I laughed
"Nah it's not funny this time. And how much shit you put in them gummies."
"Don't be mad nigga that you was eating my shit and can't handle it now." I was losing it at how panicked this nigga sounded.
"It wasn't even me. It was your wife. I don't know how many she took but she fucking staring at walls and shit. Not answering like she going deaf"
"Where y'all at?"
"Miami."
"Don't take her to a hospital cause she already mad at me but just stay near her and we'll be there in 20 minutes"
Fiona
Everything was shaking and everybody was talking to me. It just was irritating me while I trying to stay calm even though I'm seeing weird shit and want to cry. And then people telling me to calm down while I'm doing that is making everything worse than it already is.
I fell asleep but a few minutes later I felt arms wrap around me. I put my legs over their body like I was being picked up
"Baby it's me... we're still in bed so you don't have to" he placed a light kiss on my neck.
I wanted to respond but I was in and out of it.
"Go back to sleep...you need some." He yawned getting on his back and placing me on top of him.
"You can go home tonight if you like. I'm sorry for not respecting you, and it's not your fault it was mine." He whispered in my ear and pulling the covers over us.
"I love you.." he continued talking until the door opened.
"Hey ski" the sound of 2 claps and a laugh followed after.
"Hey polo, you still tryna hop on that track?oh shit I didn't even notice your girl was here.." a voice went in and out.
"She got high so she sleeping it off" he continued rubbing up and down my back.
"I'll come see you later just text me" the man left and the door closed.
I fell back asleep and then woke back up to the sound of peeing.
"You're done peeing yet?" He yawned and i word myself and washed my hands.
"I'm hungry"i yawned back
"Well we ordered one of them hibachi niggas to cook for us downstairs... he not here yet though but my family down there."
"I'll put on some clothes" I replied looking through my suitcase and grabbed some sweatpants and put them on.
