I'm sorry for what I did daddy. I realized it was wrong of me and I feel like a complete
jerk.
You always pull this shit. Don't do that right now.
You must've heard.....that's why you texting me and shii.
Yeah I heard...I feel bad. Going through so much.
Mmhm.
I'm drunk right now so I'll probably forget this later
I'm sorry...
I'm so drunk lolzzzz
Same not gonna lie..get home safe because yk..
Because my son.
Wowwww.
Whatever.
Can you come pick me up?
It's this creepy man....
I don't want what happened last time to happen again
Please Tre
I don't want to be raped again...
Im outside.
Want me to get you?
I'll just come inside.
Don't move please
I love you
Can you take me home after?
I can wait until you and your wife leaves
This is so embarrassing
I'm sorry you have to deal with me like this
Shut up
I'm trying to find you.
And I love you too...
She's not my wife
We broke up.
Where are you crystal?
Next to the bar
I'm wearing barely nothing
That was my first mistake
It's black and crosses over my boobs
And it has cuts on the side
I have on red bottoms
Aii I see you...
"Come on crystal I got you" I groaned picking her up. Surprisingly she wasn't really that heavy, unless I got used to carrying her from when we used to date...
"Thank you" she pleaded once we got to my truck and she started...looking at me...like you know....
And I started looking at her....
But I wasn't feeling anything. I couldn't think of anything at that moment. So I put my seat belt on and started driving again.
Fuck this shit. I'm not canceling my tour anymore. Need something to get her off my mind.
Once we got to the hotel we took the elevator to the 6th floor which was where my room was and I laid her on my bed undressing her so she could get comfortable.
"I'm gonna go piss then get in the bed"I planted a kiss on her forehead and pulled the cover over her. After that, I grabbed my duffel bag and went into the bathroom.
"Oh shit" I exclaimed noticing Fiona's...Autumn's I guess I have to call her that now but I found her inhaler. "Aye crystal I'm gonna go get some ice for this blister. I'll be back in 10 minutes" I yelled putting on my slides and walking to Autumn's room. So weird calling her that now. This shit can't be real. I doesn't feel real....like at all. A few hours ago we were high and playing with glow sticks in the parking lot. And a few days ago we were having so much sex like 5 times a day. Now I feel disgusting realizing how old she actually was and that meant I was fucking her when she was 14...,that shit mind blowing and I can't get it off my mind. She doesn't look her age at all and I guess that's what the medicine did, made her look older.
The more I think about it, the more mad I get. At myself and the system. It makes no fucking sense.
I opened Fiona- Autumn's door hearing faint hyperventilating which made me worried.
I ran to her body laid out on the bed under blankets and shook her inhaler viciously.
"I told you to stop crying" I sighed holding the inhaler in her mouth. She took notice of me and stubbornly flipped herself over.
"Autumn flip yourself back over and breathe into this fucking inhaler before you die"I accidentally flipped her over aggressively and she started throwing a fit.
"Don't touch me" she screamed breaking down into tears. "Are you seriously mad at me? Me?"
"Fuck you *wheeze* I know we *wheeze*have to break up and *wheeze* *wheeze* you didn't" she cried, "I'm really not going to tell you again" I warned before grabbing her neck and pushing the inhaler between her lips
"Breathe in...breathe out" I quickly removed my hand cause it felt inappropriate, she took another breath in and out and then another and another until her breathing layered evenly.
"Thank you." I yawned wiping the saliva off of the inhaler with a paper towel. "What you eat?" I tried making small talk but obviously she ignored. "I don't want us to end on bad terms. It's just fucked up...it's not your fault and it's definitely not mines. It's the systems. It'll be best if we stayed friends and moved on from each other... you know?" I slowly sat on her bed next to her feet that were silent playing with each other under the covers. Which meant she was upset...but then her feet got closer to me and it felt like she was pushing me off her bed.
It was so obvious....so so obvious she had a childish mind. She acted childish. Look at how she's acting now
Fuck me dude....how did I not see this. She acts like a child. The sailor moon shit? And then Nintendo switch and how she got obsessed with everything so easily and how she couldn't even form correct sentences sometimes... how did I I not even notice this holy fuck.
And she barely knew what sex was-
"Fiona? I'm sorry. I couldn't talk to you cause I felt disgusted because it's fucking illegal. I didn't mean to make you cry. We can't be together anymore. I'll be there for you if you need me..." I spoke looking at her feet to avoid eye contact.
Once I looked up I realized she was fast asleep or maybe she was faking, I don't know.
"Alright. I said what I needed to say. If you wanna end this with an attitude then fine." I rolled my eyes in annoyance and slid a envelope with 200,000 in it and left it on her nightstand. I grabbed all her belongings that were in my bag and placed them on the floor next to her suitcase my security brought in later.
I texted her brother and he said he was coming to get her in the morning and he thanked me for keeping her safe and breaking up with her after finding out. He said I was "being mature about the situation and didn't blame it on her" and he was grateful. I thanked him for telling me everything and took my final step from her fake sleeping immature ass.
