My T'hy'la (Spock x Reader)

Chapter 11

~Your pov~

After that moment, you stayed with him throughout the day and helped try to calm him down during his mood swings. After a while, he pinned you against the wall with a devilish smile and his eyes were filled with desire, He began to kiss you fiercely. Grinding his hips onto you were suddenly filled with fear. Your wrists hurt from the pressure he was putting on them.

"Spock- no- not yet." You tried to say between kisses.

"That doesn't matter. I want you now." He purred.

"Spock- please." You pleaded.

"Oh, now that was adorable." He chuckled. Fear enveloped your body as you tried to push away.

"Spock I'm scared!" You begged out. Instantly, he took his mouth away from you and looked into your eyes. His eyes became sad looking. He slowly let go of you and let you step away.

"Your- what?" He muttered out shakily.

"I'm scared... I understand that you can't control yourself- but please, I am not in the mood for that..." You explained.

"No, I-I understood. Um- you should go."He quivered.

"What? No, I can stay! It was only an accident." You reminded shakingly.

"No, you need to go. I am a danger to you, and I can't risk me hurting you again. I'm terribly sorry, I'll make this up to you after the Pon Farr, I promise." He insisted further. He turned away, and focused his attention onto work at his desk. You did as he insisted, and after you were inside of your quarters, you called up your friend. It was after work hours, so she shouldn't be busy.

"(B/F/N?)" You asked on the communicator shakily.

"(Y/N)? What's wrong? You weren't at work today!" She questioned.

"Um- Could I come over? I just need to talk to someone..." You asked, mumbling slightly on that last part.

"Of course you can! Is Spock coming also?" She asked concerned.

"No, I'm afraid not."You squeaked out.

"Alright, I'll see you soon." She replied. You closed the communicator and made your way over to her place. You knocked on her door and it opened to a very worried (B/F/N). She greeted you with a hug, and pulled you inside. She sat you down onto the couch she had and sat beside you.

"So what happened?" She asked sweetly.

"Well, Spock started Pon Farr. Which is basically where a vulcan needs to go back to Vulcan and make love with his chosen mate. But they only have eight days to do so or they die, and during this time before the mating, they suffer from severe mood swings. Well, he asked me to be his mate and I agreed. The captain gave him the days off until we finish the Pon Farr, he gave both of us shore leave on Vulcan, and he gave me today off to help take care of him. Well, Spock can't control himself and he tried to force himself onto me-"

"He did what?!" She cut off loudly.

"He couldn't control himself! He stopped once I said I was scared and he told me to leave because of how he didn't want to hurt me! It really wasn't his fault!" You defended. She was shocked but nodded and sighed.

"Are you absolutely sure that he wasn't able to control himself?" She asked.

"Of course! He wouldn't try to hurt me on purpose!"

"Okay... Well, do you want or need anything?"

"Honestly? Some of Scotty's whiskey would be awesome right now." You laughed, half-joking.