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noona|yang jungwon

I brushed my hair with my hand frustrated, I bit my lip and tapped my pencil continuously on the table, searching my brain for ideas.

"Aish! Seriously!" I stood up annoyed, I really need to take a break before I seriously lose my mind.

Im studying architecture and im currently working on my plate, but it seems that my brain doesn't wanna do anything right now. I took my wallet from my drawer and went outside my dorm. I walked to the nearby cafe where I always hang out, the sun is no where to be seen probably hiding behind the heavy clouds.

I opened the door and the calming smell of coffee greeted me.

"Good morning!" I smiled at the staff, they probably know me by now since I've been a loyal customer for almost two years.

"The usual?" I nodded my head.

"Oh and please add one slice of black forest cake." I sat on the chair I always sit which is beside the window. The rain suddenly started pouring. I put my elbow on the table resting my chin. I closed my eyes as I listened to the calming music of the piano playing on the background.

"Your order." I opened my eyes and thanked the waiter. I stirred my cappuccino taking a small sip, my eyes darted at the door that made a noise indicating that someone opened it.

A familliar boy went in taking off the hood of his hoodie which got caught up on the rain. I pursed my lips as his cat like eyes examined the whole room, his eyes stopped on mine and his dimples appeared.

God. I closed my eyes tightly, getting more irritated than before.

"Noona!" I opened my eyes and looked at the boy who's already beside me.

"What do you need yang jungwon?" I sipped on my cappuccino.

"Can I sit here?" He pointed at the chair in front of me.

"If I say no would you obey me?" I asked knowing how his mind works.

"No." He smiled at me flashing his annoying dimples. I rolled my eyes. He put his bag on the chair and went to the counter, to order probably. I shaked my head, im here to relax not get more stressed.

"Stop staring at me and focus on your drink jungwon." I said dropping the fork im holding. He held his iced coffee in both hands, smiling at me.

"Stop smiling at me." I said frustrated.

"I have the right to smile noona." This kid.

"Well you don't have the right to stare at me unless I give you permission, what are you a stalker?" I said in one breath, why am I so fired up anyway? Probably because I'm stressed.

"Okay noona. Im sorry." He bit his lip and stared at the cup he's holding. Now that he's not looking, he really has changed, physically I mean, since he's still the kid who used to annoy me everyday back then. He used to be smaller than me following me like a lost puppy. It's been two years since I last saw him but he's still annoying.

"Im in senior high school now noona." I raised my brow, taking a bite off my cake.

"Good for you." I looked outside the window again. The rain is pouring heavier than before, it's literally raining cats and dogs. I should have brought an umbrella with me.

"Noona, if I get to college will you let me court you?" I immediately looked at the boy infront of me again. I stared at him for a couple of seconds before pulling myself together to answer.

"Jungwon, stop talking nonsense." I said coldly. It's been two years but he's still keeping this up.

"Why?" I clenched my fist, why is he giving me a pained look? He's so annoying. It's already been two years , im sure he already found another girl his age to annoy. Is he playing with me or something? Or is he really just annoying me?

"Look jungwon. You're my bestfriend's younger brother. I will never date you nor will I date anyone who's younger than me." I said looking straight at his eyes. I took my things before walking out, not minding if the rain is pouring hard.

I don't like him, don't I? Why does my heart aches everytime I reject him? Why is he doing this to me? It's been two years, and his effect on me is still the same.

"Noona!" How annoying. I clenched my fist and walked faster than before, why is he following me now? It's raining and he gets sick easily, stupid kid.

"Noona!" I stopped walking and turned my back to look at him. I pulled him to the nearby shed that is empty.

"What the hell jungwon!? Do you really wanna get sick that bad? Then do it when Im not around so I know I won't be responsible! What would I tell your family if you ge-"

"Noona, I love you." Tears of frustration formed in my eyes. Why is he torturing me? I've hurted him a lot in the past so why is he still bothering with me? Im worthless and a cold person, I don't deserve he's love. My body weakened. I already realized that I have feelings for him back then, back in two years ago, I only lied to myself because I can't accept the fact that someone cares for me that im actually feeling something for him.

"I love you, I really do. I never stopped." He pulled me into a tight hug as my tears fell. Maybe it's time to be honest.

Bro im sorry if this isn't good, I wrote it without thinking about it throughly and fast so it turned out like this.