Ivan up
Kerna's POV
For the next couple of days things were going well, Megan and Pretty have been around a lot and as annoying as they are they are nice company.
Pretty and I have been working on the choreography for our dance and what we have is close to perfect.
Adrian hasn't been around a lot we cross paths around classes sometimes and just exchange little greetings.
Christmas is in two weeks and school is vacating in one,I can't help but be anxious,I miss my family a lot, Megan, Pretty, Cass and I have plans to go shopping for Christmas gifts sometime next week.
Apperently, Alexa has gone home early for some shit reasons I don't care about, I hope they are traveling though, I don't want a situation where my mum would invite her family over for dinner or something like let year. My mum doesn't know that Alex and I aren't friends anymore I didn't tell her then cause I felt things would work out for us but it didn't, I could have told her later but my mum was really fund of her and I hate to see my mum hurt, I'm not sure Alexa told her own parents or even if she did they don't show it.
Today was the last day for our exams and the next one week is for those who have to resit some exams or just chose to stay like Megan Cass pretty and I.
since exams are over pretty insisted we go out and have fun. Which is why we are in Megan's Ferrari on our way to a party not so far from the apartment.
We get there late thanks to Megan this time.
"Let's go'n get drinks" pretty says and we head for the bar the guy at the bar greets us and takes our order pretty flirts with him while we wait, he offers us our drinks we decide to sit on a free couch for a while.
"Megan don't drink too much you are driving" Cassy says snatching Megan's forth cup of whatever she's drinking.
"Party pooper" Megan grumbles and we all laugh.
Truth is in the past years laughing has become a foreign thing to me, and only this girls that for some unknown reason decide to stick to my sorry ass manage to make me smile and somehow I'm grateful, I don't know what I would be by now if it wasn't for Megan, she saw me through tough times and I will be forever grateful to her.
"Hey" I look up and see Adrian waving at us and he's not alone he brought his flirty cousin along,
"Hey girls" Ivan says smiling, I can see Pretty's face light up.
"Hi kerna" he says clearly aware that he has left my friends speechless.
"Can I sit" Adrian asks referring to the empty space beside me
"Sure" I answer and he sit beside me his scent completely evading my senses I'm not complaining though.
Ivan on the other hand sits beside pretty on the other side of the couch.
"Hi, Cassy right" Adrian says
"You remember"Cassy replies
I didn't know they knew each
"How do you guys know each other"I find myself asking like I should care.
"Oh I met him the night you were drunk and past out" Cassy replies and I nod
"Cass come with me" Megan says pulling Cass with her
"Where are you going"I ask
"Narnia" Megan shrugs and they leave, weird.
Pretty and Ivan stand up too
"And you guys?"
"Ivan's taking me to dance" Pretty replies and they leave too making it just Adrian and I.
"So where are you going for Christmas" he eventually asks after a short period of silence.
"Home, I always go home for Christmas" I replies and he smiles
" I'm glad you are no longer being mean towards me"
he says out of the blue I stare at him a while, he's so cute
"Yah me too" I reply
We sat together and talked for a while then we decided to dance, we went to the dance floor and started dancing, we were dancing normally at first then the song changed to a really slow erotic one, I held Adrian's hand and placed it on my waist then I turned my back to him and slowly I start grinding him. His hands on my waist slowly drop to my hip, I slide my hand slowly on my body before rapping them around his neck and sliding them into his hair a low moan escapes his lips and I can't help but feel satisfied. he rest his head on my neck slightly nibbling and leaving little kisses on my vain line, I try to suppress the pleasure sounds from leaving my mouth but they do anyway. I can't remember the last time dancing felt this good. I slowly turn making his hands that were once on my hips rest on my butt, my eyes meet his and gosh he's beautiful, my eyes drop to his lips and he has a mischievous smirk on, surprisingly he squeezes my butt and I gasp, this side of him is clearly new to me and I like it, he is making me feel things no one else has. His once honey brown eyes are now dark grey with flexs of gold. His eyes slowly drop to my lips as I do the same, some kind of electrical force pulls me towards him, my lips slightly brush against his. That slight contact was enough to drive my body haywire I pull him closer, driving my hands into his hair .
"Kerna" Megan's voice snapped me out of it, like I was in a trance. I let go of Adrian so fast like he burnt me.
"I'm sorry" I mutter not sure why I was apologizing, then I turned around and ran not bothering to look back at him.
"Let's go" I told Megan heading straight for the car
"Are you okay?" she asks
"I fine" I mutter, I enter the car and sit down
"Let me find Cass and Pretty" she says and I nod.
As Megan leaves my tought start coming back in. What am I doing, what the fuck is wrong with me, I can't get attached, it doesn't last, he would leave soon and I'll be all alone again, why do feel this way around him, it's not fair.
I couldn't place my toughts in order they were all dumbled up, I need my drugs.
Megan comes back a while later with an extremely drunk pretty and a grumbling Cass.
"Why do we have to go" Cass grumbles
"Kerna's not feeling so well" Megan explains
"Oh! Is she alright"Cass asked worried
"Ya" Megan response.
I block out the rest of their conversation letting my toughts consume me.
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