[8] I Miss Her

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It's not fair

I'm talking to You upstairs

Are you there?

You know I care

So please don't tell me that this is an empty prayer

Oh no

Cause all she has and all she's lost

I wish she could remember

I watch her fade and slip away

It's hurting more than ever

I miss her even though she's still here

You need to listen

Don't let her disappear

I'll give her my forever

If it meant for a day she could really be okay

'Cause I miss her

Jessie J ~ I Miss Her


I was mad

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I was mad.

And for two very good reasons.

The first reason was Zach. I'd been tossing and turning all night, feeling confused and slightly embarrassed about our almost kiss.

The second reason was my mother, who had picked me up this morning and locked me in a room with a therapist.

"You need to grieve properly, Kaylee," she'd said before pushing me into the room where a lady with a notebook waited.

I had sat down opposite her and hadn't said a word since.

So here I am, fuming, and watching the time tick by, waiting to leave.

"I'll see you next week, Kaylee." Dr. Zin's voice startles me, but as soon as I register her words, I'm out of the door.

"How'd it go?" Mom asks when she starts the car. Once again, I stay silent and she glances over at me. "Kaylee, I believe this is good for you. You haven't talked about Jenna at all. You leave the room whenever someone mentions her name. It's not healthy to keep all of this inside."

I close my eyes and lean my head on the window, "I'm fine, Mom."

Mom only sighs. When she parks the car outside of campus, she grabs my arm, "I'll see you, Zach, and Scott tonight?"

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