In My Mind

Revelations 2 (Beyoncé x Michelle)

It's been eight months of bliss and love for Michelle and Beyoncé but life being what it was, it was definitely about to change. In the eight months since that night/morning at Michelle's house, she and Beyoncé have developed a solid relationship. After their initial night the couple waited three months before being intimate again. Michelle wanted to make sure that what they were embarking on was real and she wanted Beyoncé to be divorced. Both women were surprised at how quickly Beyoncé and Shawn's divorce went. Beyoncé thought for sure that Shawn would make it a hassle and a long drawn out process but he didn't. He finally realized that he could keep doing the same things without suffering the consequences of his actions. He knew Beyoncé was fed up when she disappeared that night and no one knew where she was. It was in that moment that he felt and finally recognized that he no longer had a hold on his wife. Their custody agreement was simple; there was 50/50 split with the kids each month, the summer and alternating holidays each year.

Beyoncé and Michelle's relationship remained strong and was growing stronger everyday. Beyoncé no longer wanted to hide their love but Michelle was truly afraid of what their friends, families and fans would think. Would they all really be okay with her and Beyoncé dating? Would Michelle's fans understand that you can't really help who you're attracted to or love. She knew that coming out with Beyoncé would mean that as a woman of God and a role model for so many that she would lose a lot of fans/supporters. What would Beyoncé's fans think? Knowing that a large percentage of the Hive was in the LGBTQ, she knew that Beyoncé wouldn't lose many fans. There were always so many thoughts swirling through Michelle's mind.

She was laying on Beyoncé just thinking, she hadn't really slept and Beyoncé had felt her toss and turn all night. Michelle studied the face of her girlfriend. She couldn't ask for a better mate. Beyoncé was loving, kind, attentive, understanding and could put it down in the bedroom. Michelle always blushed thinking about their sexual escapades. In the short time they'd been together they had christened every room in Michelle's house and every room in Beyoncé's new house and then almost got caught one night leaving Mama Tina's house. Although they tried hard as hell to keep their feelings and relationship neutral in front of their closer family and friends, Michelle felt like Mama Tina suspected something but she had never spoken on it. But this one night in particular Beyoncé just wouldn't stop teasing Michelle, so when they got to the car Michelle sat in Beyoncé's lap and kissed her so nasty and freaky. They heard approaching footsteps and Michelle had to quickly get back into her seat and regulate her breathing.Thank God for the way Michelle worked out, it helped in this situation. Mama Tina had brought Beyoncé her wallet as she had forgotten it in the house. The couple laughed after the fact but knew that they had to be more discreet.

All the thoughts running through Michelle's mind compelled her to get up and get her day started even though she was tired, she knew there was no way she'd be able to go back to sleep. As she headed to the bathroom she sighed with so many emotions and thoughts running through her body. Quietly she showered and threw on her IVY Park tights and sports bra and headed to her home gym. She had taken up kickboxing and it was doing her body right. She was toning up in places she didn't know she could. Though slim she liked to work out, it was her stress reliever and a good way to use all the workout gear Beyoncé and Kelly gifted her with. Between the two she would never have to buy another pair of tights, yoga pants, sweats or sports bra ever again. For two hours she worked on her kickboxing moves and thought about where she was in her life.

Beyoncé woke up feeling cold, so she knew Michelle was up. She went about her morning routine and then decided to make them breakfast. Beyoncé knew there was something on Michelle's mind that had been keeping her up the past two nights. They needed to talk about it. Michelle walked into the kitchen just as Beyoncé finished the eggs for their breakfast wraps with sausage, eggs, cheese and pico de gallo. Going to the fridge Michelle grabbed a Gatorade and sat at the island as Beyoncé plated their wraps. The couple said grace and began eating their food. Half-way through Beyoncé couldn't take the silence anymore.